Unattainable

2011-05-21T18:43:00.000+08:00

whatever

Possess You With My Love

2011-05-17T22:05:00.005+08:00

What i wore that day for 'self-claim mye over party' which apparently i still have an art exam on Monday. Although that day wasn't the best day, i guess we've all enjoyed ourselves ;) Decided to put on long sleeves cos before i was heading out it was raining very heavily and kinda regretted when we were out. But still! it's a pretty comfy outfit to be in :) Not forgetting my red F21 skirt! Lol.

And now that exams are finally over.... i feel the stone off my back!!!! wooooo away from books and study timings. But i don't know if its just me, i kept having the thought like 'oh no. its just a break (holiday) there's another paper'. Then after a few secs, my mind auto 'exam is over' and my brain goes 'phew~~~'. Do you feel like this?!?!? :S don't know what is wrong with me....

Spread your love to all mothers

2011-05-08T21:15:00.012+08:00

Apparently before its finally Fried-eg (friday), i was mugging crazily every night and have no time for other stuffs... expect for my daily tweets. nothing else more. I can't help but whine about it... because i'm not even kidding when i say everyday. I feel like a zombie having the same routine!!! I can't imagine how prelim and N period will be like......... So badly wish there's no school/exams.

Gave myself a break on Good Friday without having any revisions. hahaha (complaining how unproductive i felt that night too) yup as usual mom gave a treat at Crystal Jade with my favourite XLB + a whole big bowl of Mega Beef Noodle. Errr... wasn't as nice as what it seems though :(

Shopped at NTUC with my sister. Ok i don't know if you've felt this way but i think the new arrangement and shifting turned the basement into a cold and quite place. Its not like how it used to be. Fish on ice, sushi and sausages on sales... I still prefer how it used to be the in the past. why did they change! :(

Saturday spent with my brothers, studying..... zzZZZzzz

Sunday was suppose to be hardcore revision but it turn out to be an exception. Dad decided to give me a break from all the notes i was writing and we went to Fernvale. Yup, the new house we'll be moving to in... 2014? Pretty nice with all the green scenery but thing is, it will be quite inconvenient switching from red line to purple line then LRT just to get back from town. woah just imagining the transport there makes me a little..... reluctant to move ;___; Moreover, there's only 2 buses, 163 and 163M (?), both back to Toa Payoh and i guess i'll no longer make a trip here other than visiting my grandma and awesome bffs. Just hoping for more buses at the bus stop -cross-finger-

On a lighter note, the peaceful environment there is definitely a thumbs up! Although its going to be quite dangerous with the little amount of people living there, but that would mean less squeezer in the LRT! :D

And my funny dad decided to bring me over to Bishan Stadium where thousands of people gathered at, listening to SPP's talk. He said he wanted to let me 'feel' how election is like. Hahaha.

As for today, Happy Mother's Day to all mothers! well, i did get my mom a present but.... Sigh. shall not elaborate... will be a belated Mother's Day present ;) i bet she'll regret saying 'don't waste your money when you've not earn it yet' haha its always like this...

k i know this is damn retarded. no intention to take any photo... so this is the face i've while checking the angle .____.

thankew mommieeeee ＼(^o^)／

reason why we had lunch there hehehe roasted duck!!!!!!! yumyum

we all love tea esp Pu'er

Fried rice with crab meat and dried scallop ;)

Egg of sausages? Hahahahaha

This too shall pass

2011-04-28T18:50:00.004+08:00

Hi everyone sorry for the lack of updates! I've been... busy and kind of distracted. And life hasn't been good to me lately. If you have been following me on Twitter, you would know that 1) i have piles of homework to complete everyday 2) I've been quite busy with my art preparatory studies like the observational drawing, colour development and stuffs like that. And my exam date is on 16th. I'm still wondering how do i get all these revisions + drawing done. 3) I don't have time to blog!!! It really upsets me to see my blog not updated and knowing that the number of viewers go lesser everyday. But i am really.... ugrh. i will update this space as long as time allows. & definitely with photos :)

Ever since we started on mid year revisions, i have been having frequent headache in class and i find it really hard to focus. Probably due to not having breakfast. but that's like already my habit... I don't know how to explain this but at a point of time, i just feel like giving up and flunk everything.

I had a talk with mom the other day. She told me to never give up and that no matter how the result is, she will still feel proud of me. My dad on the other hand always give me energy. He even wore high socks to work just to make me laugh. Their support's like the most heartwarming energy on earth. Lurb them alot ♥

LEI LONG LEI LONG~~

2011-04-27T19:38:00.006+08:00

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Better than everything

2011-04-16T20:39:00.002+08:00

I couldn't help but shouted 'Its Friday' last night when i was in the room with mama. I shouted as loud as i could and probably my neighbour heard me too. Haha you know i have a loud voice don't you.... :) Dad teased me with chocolates and chips too. Heh. He is always tempting me -_- But he didn't know i don't like choco and get sick of chips after a few pieces. Hahaha L :p

I just got back from facial with Qianwen's company. Like every other session, it was sh0 painful and literally killed me :' ( We had waffle that was as soft as marshmallows while waiting for the bus. And all i can say is, its the nicest 'marshmallow' waffle despite the choco spread. I didn't know 7-11's waffle can be so nice ^^!

Unregistered boat

2011-04-10T22:48:00.003+08:00

Spent the afternoon with daddy at Electronic and Furniture Fair for desktop and Macbook gadgets. Quite a fruitful trip but i doubt i'll ever make my way to any fairs again. Can't stand how some people will 'accidentally' bang me on the shoulder. Pfffft.

I had revisions on Saturday morning before heading out. Hopefully i'll do it everyday after mid year's over. Don't give up pattty chan!! Have a good week ahead and be prepared for mye!

Mega Happiness

2011-04-03T12:05:00.016+08:00

Hi guys! Its a beautiful Sunday and i'm waiting for my turn to brush teeth and bath (T____T) my dad is so horribly disgusting he describe to me how his shit rush out like tsunami -.- wtf?!?!?! He still can say it was knocking on his door. And the other time when i was preparing for school, he and my mother was snatching to use the toilet. He stopped her and say he need to shit. Mom was like 'then why you earlier don't go?' He said 'the feeling not there yet. now come liao'. HAHAHA i think my dad and I have a new common factor - we talk about shit like nobody's business. LOL.

Hehehe so anyhow, i promised you guys a proper post and so after rushing my friend to upload the pictures, its finally here!!! :DD

Got up early on Wednesday morning to get bean curd but after hesitating for a long time, i was too lazy. Killing time surfing the internet as well as completing E-learning which apparently wasn't done until now.... (Uh oh) and a little walk at Chinatown in the afternoon to Ann Siang Hill with muai 4some♥! I wore something i thought i wouldn't wear in my life other than a school skirt. Hahaha. When i put it on, it makes me feel like a very gentle girl hehe <:

Was a little upset b'coz most of the stall at The Food Street wasn't open yet and my stomach was shoooo hungry!!! Apart from food, we walk down the streets where people usually buy cny decos from. it wasn't as red as i went in the beginning of the year but we reminisces quite a lot of our childhood memories from the stuffs there. Hahahaha.

(i just finished writing essay woaaaaah TG) so on the way to Ann Siang Hill, we stop by a shop b'cos i saw Fish and Chips!!!! Hehehe all time fav ^^ Decided to have lunch there. Forgotten what name it was but on the menu it says 'Don't worry! you won't be drunk'. The songs playing was kinda weird + funny too hahahaha~

Head over to OM but.........................

settle down with Brownie and drinks at the shop beside which apparently was a very cute shop that sell both food and clothing/accessories. Just like those you see at Haji Lane! :)

Liyi: HAHAHA the lens not even opened!!!

And finally after fooling around, being stupid, OM is opened!!! ^_______^ The shop's really different from others. Go and take a look soon guys!

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Online Store: http://www.oakhammarket.com/
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Hmmm guess i remembered the reason why i got my skirt. Back when we went to the hotel to celebrate my uncle's birthday, mom and I passed by F21. I swear the clothes in store then was so pretttty!!! Yup so this skirt was one of those eye-catchy ones for me : ) anyway...... it was a great fun time on Wednesday with people in my life who are worth it. No one can ever be like them ♥ The best even when things may turn out bad. I hope you guys have a good start for the week tomorrow!

Best 5 !! Youngest on Top!

2011-03-31T21:57:00.002+08:00

Hi guys! Here's a video showing the youngest member who lead their group! Hahahaha my evil maknae, Kyuhyun at top 3!! :DD

Was look at the recent updates and i was really sad that there's no pictures...... So boring right.... think my readers all going run away la~~~ :< Ok promise you guys once i get the photos, i'll do a proper update okkkie. Cya here soon! ;)

Love E-learning?

2011-03-29T22:14:00.002+08:00

While...... lets see. many many status about camp and E-learning. Whining. One of them was me. LOLL. heh heh but after thinking, i'll rather stay at home completing assignment than going school. At least i wouldn't have to wake up so early :D

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Hi friend. Just 5 mins ago, i felt like a total loser...... I wasn't of any help and i'm really sorry. All i could say to you was to go sleep and nothing else :( text me when you wake up. lurvchuuux <3

I'm tired. Night.

2011-03-27T00:57:00.003+08:00

Too tired and lazy to update this space. I hope you guys will still continue reading my occasional updates okkkkie! :D

So here was a summary for this week:

Homework burying me deep down like the coffin cover going close already
Back home late almost every single day x____x
Not enuf sleep. Pimples popping out like siao
AA = TIRING. this time a little different. I got burnt under the frggin' sun. (like who the f will sun burnt?!) Oh and not mentioning there's one day when 2.4 and AA falls together!! ><

Yup i know. i again, complaining. LOL. but my life like totally no life siaaaaa :'( pffft. what to do. Still a beattyian :|

I did flag day for the first time in my life and realise how it felt to be part it. Indeed a feeling i can never get from others. something i was really proud to do. Not b'coz there was money inside the tin but it was the people who took the initiative to donate that touch me. :) Even children at the age 6-7 years old donated! How kind :> Of cuz i can't say no one rejected la but still its the thought that counts. It was quite tiring standing and walking for 4 hrs. So i told myself next time when i see people having flag day, i must donate. Doing a good deed doesn't harm anyway :) You too should donate ok! $2 or even 20cent can help someone! C:

Thats all for this week. Hope you have a great week ♡♡

I want to be happy everyday.....

2011-03-22T20:44:00.003+08:00

Last week at Spices Cafe.........

Hi my lovely readers...... thought today was gna be as lovely as you guys. but sadly..... no ☹ Seems like today's the official day to let go and just break down. Idk how to put this in words but i just feel so fucking upset right now. I hate this feeling of not being able to do anything but just stand there watching it happen. Thought like telling myself 'Its Alright', 'things will turn fine' and stuffs i will actually feel better. but thing is, I AM JUST FUCKING TELLING MYSELF ANOTHER LIE. all i get at the end of the day was just another heartbreak. Why do i want to possess something that shldn't belong to me? feels like i'm digging my own grave only.... If only i have the courage....... but I DON'T. and I SUCK.

Be strong

2011-03-20T00:07:00.003+08:00

Slept thru the day and woke up with only 12 hrs of sleep and 2 No,-Dont-Want-2-Open eyes b'coz daddy's back. I was so happy when sis and I was alone at home last night by ourselves.
And thought like our parents wouldn't come. But in the end..... sigh.
but welll its still good to see dad after so many days : )
He bought breakfast and hurry me to brush teeth before the food turn cold.
I was whining how sad it was to get last than 5 hrs of sleep in camp EVERYDAY and i longed for my comfy, warm bed every single night when i slept on tables with my towel as a blanket which apparently wasn't long enuf for my legs.. Oh well camp after all..
what to expect with a brain that doesn't remember to bring sleeping bag. Pffft :(

Basically camp was like all the other camps. just more to the failure side.
Everything not according to timing and we've to re-plan again every night. Sianzz.
Now why do i feel like being a junior was so much better..... miss the sec3 days again..

Enuf of muai nonsense. its not like i can turn back time horrrr (but i rly want a time machine)
Its the last day of the week/holiday. Spent it well guys!
Pictures still not uploaded. Catch it on fb soon! : ) Have a great day ahead! <3>

Sudden Thought

2011-03-13T14:23:00.008+08:00

March and all the other months passed kinda smooth. Sometimes, its scary with the silence in my life. And just 5 mins ago when i was blowing dry my hair, i thought why not do something shocking. I kept thinking what should i do and my mommie, came to my mind. I've always wanted to shock her with something she definitely won't allow me to do - dye my hair blackie.

Not that i mind how people look at me but many have misunderstand me of my hair. (i wanted to be black ever since.) They think i dyed my hair but truth is, i didn't. However my mom will go like 'you try it, you get it from me' PFFFFT. she just don't get the balls.... not like i'm going blonde or red right... She's so weird i don't understand what's in her mind. Tsk. Maybe, just maybe 1 day, i'll go home with black shiny hair :D Hehehehe.

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Caelan's 1st birthday celebration at PeekABoo. Apparently i thought it would be so boring, i'll stone at a corner giving kids my 'go away' look. But things turn out the other way, a good way. My cousins which i was used to be awkward with, is now so close to me. And after a term finished, i then know she's in soccer team for girls. WOAH.

Standing under the can-kill-ppl sun zzzz dk why the bus shoooo long

Otw back, my sis and i was talking about school stuffs and how stupid we're to study like nerds yet never come in 1st and -> friends. then she strted saying i'm not sociable. And that if i don't know this particular person, i won't smile, won't try to approach him/her and just give one fucking sian face. HAHA!! I couldn't stop laughing okkkk. i mean like, yea its a fact that i'm not sociable. Other then my clique and classmates, i hardly smile to anyone unless i know them. I'M NOT BEING A BITCH OR WHAT K. its just that i tend to go to people i'm more familiar with and don't take initiative to know people. That's a very bad thing horrrrr :( Ok just say that i'm a freak that keeps to myself. That should be enuf for my explanation. Hahaha.

*Just so if i gave you my cock up face in school/anywhere, i didn't mean it k. HAHAHA.

Have a good rest and happy holiday! Xx

PATTY IN PAIN :C

2011-03-10T22:26:00.004+08:00

(If you're here for pictures, you can skip (:)

My mom has been questioning me like a prisoner and made appointment with our family doctor because of the pain-like-crap gastric i'm having for the past few days. I don't know what's going on in my body, but it hurts like shit and nothing really works to stop the pain.
Worst is, i've to go to bed in pain -,- Like wth?? finally I can lie on my comfortable bed.... but still suffering?? :'\

I see no reason why lor..... I did ate food. But a few hours later, the gastric comes. Mummie say maybe its b'cuz i've been skipping lunch/dinner few mths back. Hmm saw this stomach disorder in the internet ->

Gastric (Stomach) Ulcers
- Burning pain and nausea that is worse at night and when the stomach is empty but improves upon eating.

Exactly what i'm experiencing. It was also said that gastric can be due to stress. Heh.
(MOST PROBABLY) Hope this doesn't happen during camp toooo :(

We'll be a dream

2011-03-09T20:50:00.003+08:00

Hulo everyone..... I'm back home with sore feets and a restless soul.
I swear sec4 life is giving me very big headache. The studies i've to struggle with....
zzz worst is, i don't even understand a single thing about Sci. & guess what. I nearly fail for CA.
i kept copying what's on the board but nothing seems to be entering my stupid brain..
urghh h8 it when i don't know anything at all. Feel so fucking lost..........

Welll on a happier note, the stupid situation i've been in for the past few days are getting better. B'coz of you, heartbroken for the past few days.
but owe it to you for this fast and wonderful recover.
And the best is - This week pass so quickly! Consider quite a smooth week too ^_______^
2 more days and it's Fri. I can't wait~~~
Happiest day of the week :D Holiday's nearing too~~ woohoooo!! Hehehe!
Okay before letting this hol mood take over me, i've got a whole chpter of homework to finish.
Oh ya before i forget...... Let's pray for lesser homework this march hols *cross finger*

Hahaha k, Nosweeterones will return with pictures the next time you come back ^^
For now, try hard to survive in school k!! See u soon C:

I wish it was you then

2011-03-06T17:39:00.011+08:00

Hellooooo everyone! How's the welcoming picture? Hahaha! :D

Anyhow, yesterday was one of the most beautiful days spent with Liyi. But also one of the 'wrong clothing' day.

Really love this piece from Eatingzombie but..... guess i shld keep it for song session @kbox where the air con is terribly low or maybe when we decided to head for ice skating. The material would be rather comfy and a smarter choice then! : )

Train ride with a almost-can't-hear-music earpiece and people squeezing me to almost kissing the doors. don't understand why people have to stand right infront of the door when there's so much more space at the cabin itself. How can stand at where the door is opening/closing with so many passengers coming in and out right! Humpf... why why why.

So..... after being squeeze to the extreme back, i kinda had a hard time squeezing thru the crowd at street too. sweating like i ran 2.4km & hotdog bun set for brunch. (Y)

READY FOR THE FUGLY ONES????

HAHAHA we laughed so loud, the opposite girl was looking at us. LOLOL.
Kay so after being shitupid for a moment, we became kinda lame but Y8 definitely is the best game site to visit when you're bored!! I even had a pet @ Moshi Monsters. Nick: Kyuhyunnie HAHAHA.

that's all for pictures~ hopefully those fugly photos willl keep you guys coming back and laugh again! Its the last week of school before March hols starts. woohoooo i can't wait!!

let's make it a happy end ok? oh and people in AA, rest well and drink lotsa water!!!
Enjoy ♥
Love/C ya, bye xx

PS: Saying that its over yet i'm still hanging on. Now when i finally see the truth, i don't know what to do. you literally got me into this shit, now how am i gonna get out.

Already Gone

2011-03-04T22:05:00.002+08:00

the fucking 'ignoring' cycle is going on. but i'm getting used to it. Its not the first time you did this. I think i can handle it pretty well. I'm sure this little bit and pieces of feeling will be gone soon. Perhaps over this beautiful weekend? : ) But that is if the heart allow.

A beautiful night

2011-03-02T22:47:00.003+08:00

Tonight's the best night i've yearn for. Donkey years since today is finally here! Hehehehe.
Here's a short post before heading to my 4ever comfortable bed.

The annual sports day is tomorrow. It'll be held at Toa Payoh Stadium. And you know what's the best?????? MILO!!! I'm having duty at the milo van and i can predict seeing almost everyone from the school queuing. Hehehehe i can't wait for tomorrow!! Good luck to Liyi, Sheryl, Reno and Shahrul for their run too!!! I'll give you all my support ♥♥

Take care pepos XX

2011-02-28T20:47:00.001+08:00

i don’t let myself cry anymore. it hurts too much. if i think of you, i’ll cry, or i’ll get a pain in my heart. probably both. i’ve put a block into my mind. whenever the thought of you pops up, i shut my eyes and force myself to leave it behind. i don’t even say your name anymore. but sometimes, i can’t stop the thought.

No longer the same?

2011-02-28T20:22:00.006+08:00

The situation now is so......
i think soon enough, you'll no longer be the one to say 'morning',
not the one that i'll have to risk my phone being confiscated,
not the one for me to secretly smile to myself, not the one for my heart to occasionally skip a beat.

I'm afraid that in the near future, you'll no longer appear in my inbox.
Afraid that no one would ever name like you did and no one would tell me lame stuffs like you do.
I'm just afraid how the ending will be. ☹

SUPERDOG

2011-02-27T15:49:00.002+08:00

okkiie since im bored to death at home with the worst face of the century..
i might as well blog. haha. But there's no pixtures :(( IT IS GNA BE WORDY

AND nooo noo nooo..... this post ain't about the fast food 'SUPERDOG' though their ice-cream is like the best. Right, Qw?? :)) (oh goodness...... this just remind me of how i lost my previous wallet ZZZZ) its how the day was. I swear it's S U P E R lor..

K anyway............

I took less than an hr to prepare myself and get out of the hse yesterday, which I am pretty proud of. It was kinda last minute to get my ass out, but oh well ITS SAT. The another Pat chan inside of me says "eh go out leh" while the other was like "i wanna lie on the bed 4ever plz" & the other goes "STFU" HAHAHA CRAZY..............

I really like travelling alone so much but i friggin' h8 it when i get lost. Like idk how to get to certain places and my frenx gotta come pick me up. shooo noob lor:/ I think i should read sg map. Haha.

Lunch for the very first time with schoolmates. Wasn't able to concentrate on eating @first.... but it turn out great! we kinda hv this "slowest-eater competition" btw BoonKiat, Raynor and me. I WON!!! ^_____^ Hehe! Shop at Daiso like some foreigners or maybe u can say, Noob ppl. But thats just b'cuz we don't often visit Daiso!

I can't not mention this okkk. but i really h8 security guards that think students are gonna shoplift?!! Just b'cuz we were trying on smthing with uniforms that means we're gna steal & he friggin' stare at us for the whole friggin' time we were there?! WTH burglars out there also don't wear uni what. walau :(((

Anyhow, we hang out at the station talking 'crap' before going homi3z to slp. and came to realise i didn't have my key with me right infront of muai hse door. Like!!?!!....... WTF i am so fucking sleepy i almost fell asleep on the bus and now i've to spend the night at a resident corner??! Jeeeez!! texting texting texting and we quarrel. oh well k i started it all though.shit me. i'm homeless and yet still can throw tantrum. HOW BAD :<

Stone for 4 sad&lonely hrs before surname sis, Phyllis and Bobguard came to rescue. I swear my stomach never felt so hungry be4..... not even when there's nthing left in the hse. Bobguard said that i've been complaining the same thing over and over again. but Hey! i was really worried ma :(( could only get home nearly at 11pm....

So you see why its SUPERDOG for tdy's title? Sigh....... now i still can't find my key even after a day. DAMNME. I H8 ME. i think i shld buy memory card and store it somewhr inside my brain. i can even 4get whr i put my phonie a min ago. then i'll have to call my phone->search everywhr-> dad help finding + nagging-> found-> more nagging. the same thing happen again and again never ending. Hwaaaa life so hard to live.

Ok enuf of whining
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anyway..... for the longest time, i wanna get my hair cut short againz. Not those bob, wadd i mean is those still tie-able ones. maybe just on my shoulder?? i'm still undecided but the thought of getting a shorter hair would mean: lesser time in the bath room, lighter pressure on my head and i don't look somehow, OLD?! idk.... but thts what my aunty told me. But i really wanna try having long hair yknw!! ever since 5/6 yrs old, i've been middle-length hair. i wanna get the feeling of hving long hair back!~~ and i tend to get jealous when i see ppl with long hair when i'm short. Hehehehe

Help me decideeeeeee? : ))

K this shld be enuf. i think this is the longest i've type in awhile..
Heh
Have a great week ahead bbs!

I'm wondering.......

2011-02-27T10:10:00.002+08:00

Do you think of me as much as I think of you? Do I mean as much to you as you mean to me? Do I ever run through your mind? Am I the first thing you think about when you wake up? And the last thing you think about before you fall asleep? Do you worry about me as much as I worry about you? Would you care if I died? Would you even notice? When songs come on the radio, do you think of me or someone else? Do you doodle my name all over your notebook? Whenever you read a text from me, do you just reply or smile then reply? When you’re on the phone with me, do you get butterflies? When you see i’m online do you get all excited? Do you? Am I just another person on your list? Or do you really, really have feelings for me? You’re so hard to read.

Another heartache day.........

2011-02-25T19:44:00.003+08:00

Today i return home with a totally no-mood soul.. I guess just speaking of studies is draining away my energy. like totally suck out my only 30%

Sore feet, tired eyes and body aching everywhere. even the heart felt the pain..... I think its just another day that i don't feel like smiling, talking or even see any1... just too tired to fake a smile today. & another bad face day when my face just suddenly turn like shxt. actually everything is a bad face day zzzz. I'm putting on my oatmeal mask while typing and i hope it gets better. JUST HOPE.

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Do you out of a sudden feel very sad, wanna cry? nothing's wrong but just nothing cheers you up... (?)

RANDOM

2011-02-24T21:46:00.006+08:00

okayyy update abit on my life now.

i predict that i'll never do well 4 Ns. esp Math & Science. its so friggin' hard, 4 a moment i thought i'm staying in a diff planet!!! T.T
i'll drop MT if i can. apparently i take 15 mins just to write a sentence, using correction tape for no less than x10s.... i think i'm gonna die sooner or later (prolly SOON) x.x
i slept for more than 7 hrs last night but woke up feeling more tired than the normal days (??!!!)
my clique found out smth about phy!! we laughed thru recess the other day. those are happy days + u
i realise i got the banging table/clapping hand habit when i laugh WTH I SOUND LIKE MONKEY
i'm still very in ♥ with muaii wallet HEHEHE
Afiq: "eh patricia i notice you come back from toilet always smiling" <- I NEVER!!
I'm in a good mood these days ^.^ b'cuzofu

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you told me to copy but you didn't tell me how i shld handle when you don't reply zzz

We're not gonna end like this

2011-02-22T19:45:00.003+08:00

i just broke my fav blue glass... grrrrr :< what is wrong... with me

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FLB NO. 5 last Saturday!! The day my phone literally tricked and screwed me and allowing my imagination to go wild.... It was sucha amazing flea filled with huge huge crowd, you couldn't find a corner with no one. it was kinda difficult to walk thru too... hahaha. & got my lovely new wallet there which surprisingly cost me less than 20bux!! hwa hwa hwa ev3rything i5 so ch3ap!!! I could have gotten the lion tank if i was there earlier. $29.90 @fep -> $10@FLB, can you imagine that! And beside all the stuffs going at such low prices and having such moody period there b'cuz of a text, (just 4 that day) it's definitely a great time spent with my b@bi3s4lif3! My long lost sister, Gina chan was there too! hehehe can't wait for FLB NO.6 ^_~

♥♥♥♥

ps: i'm the stupidest on earth HAHAHA. drink green tea with no sugar, turned over a chair when i stand, forgotten to bring out my leftover mask

Back to where we're

2011-02-21T18:21:00.001+08:00

I try my best to let go off you

2011-02-20T12:03:00.004+08:00

you ended the game without telling me
How cruel?

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I'm telling myself its alright, again. i think my mind is so fickle that i wanna kill myself so many times a day. I kept thinking and thinking of it... knowing that nothing would work out, I'm still giving myself what you guys call "false hope". still trying thinking that this glimpse of hope is still alive. urrrgghh i h8 myself so much. fugly bitch. (sorry to swear, i'll be a goodgirl)

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I can't wait to see my parcel mailed from Ohsofickle. i'll be happy after that. i think?...

Trying to keep myself alive

2011-02-19T13:11:00.002+08:00

I hate the thought of you crying, the thought that i've hurt you deeply cause we were once so close. I could still remember the usual h2h talk at Mac with you.. You used to tell me almost everything. But look how things worked out now. I don't blame anyone but myself. Because you're like that, i can't change you and so i've to accept you for who you are. But i myself just literally bring myself to this stage we're at. Trying to keep a conversation going and acting like nothing took place. It makes me feel defeated by life......
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On and off. what game are you playing??

2011-02-18T19:42:00.001+08:00

Meeting someone accidentally, then having them become a huge part of your life
- Really Teens

我不要在爱了…

2011-02-16T19:50:00.001+08:00

The small little glimpse of hope burst, again.

CROSS RING (Y)

2011-02-16T15:51:00.002+08:00

I wrote two hundred letters I won’t ever send

2011-02-15T21:09:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE'S DAY READERS!!

well~~ hope you've spent the special day with your Somebody okay ^____^

Usual sunday spent with mommie & meeting with her frenx. got pulled outta bed, head to temple for praying in the afternoon which i've not been since graduation from pri school. The weather and crowd literally killed me. Some cold yet bitter dessert after that. Text liyi asking "what u doing" and she replied "i staring at air" LOL wth???! so decided to surprise her @ her work place hehe hehe ^^ kkkkk we talked alot like 38.... always love spending time with her.
She's like 1 of best person i can talk to ♡

Kkkkk so sunday went just like that, in a fucking fast blink of an eye. Lol~ seriously don't u think that weekends pass extremely fast than any other days??? :/ hump... i can't wait to see the cruelty of the world out thr....

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Karma~~~ what goes around comes around. yes N was right. Thinking back on what has happen btw us, kinda regret for what i've done :((

throughout the night I try to erase you from my mind

2011-02-13T01:14:00.006+08:00

Caught quite a 'reading eng sub all the wae' with mommie after dinner with happy 4. Like finally we're eating as a family. Apparently this was the first movie i've cried while watching with mom. My mother usually is the one that will cry like some idiot okkkk. Hahaha~ WOW 2 this. Aside from freezing, my attention on the eng sub was like 3/4??
I CAN'T UNDERSTAND HOKKIEN AND MY SIS NEVER TELL ME ALMOST EVERYTHING IS IN THAT DIALECT. waokaooo~ i don't like to watch movies with i-don't-understand-language because that means i am not watching the movie but subs la :(
Yknow....... like you don't see the people acting or whatever but just focus on the subs??
Arghhh if i've known earlier, i'll insist on watching The Green Hornet instead :/

i think i have the cam-whoring sickness

On the way to Ion was damn cooling. no scorching sun, lesser ppl to squeeze thru, bigger space to walk. everything's just so nice in the night! Manage to stop by a few shops and just in time to get mom's bebe belt to pair with her dress. Pop by Topshop too, wanting and thinking to get a foundation there. But prob is.... i don't know if its suitable for me or not. I think i can be consider oily skin? idkkk... i've been secretly using my sis's mac concealer the other time and it really look good! Like no greasy or whatever. Blend well with muaiiii fucking bad complexion. I've been googling too and there's so many diff comment by shooo many ppl. ended up idk what to do..... zzz why ain't me born with no acne. like that i don't have to cover ma wahlaoooo :(( forget it shall stop whining. too stress ltr got pimple again. Hahaha~ but if any of you know which is better, please leave your comment ok! TYVM!!

Oh and do you guys remember this??

i think i didn't mention i lost it on the trip back to Malaysia for cny right?? Hehehe
My mom being a super sweetheart despite me not being a good daughter tdy, bought it for me! Initially wanted to pay for myself but short of 3bux, thought of borrowing from mom but she told me she'll buy for my instead! Yes it cost quite a 10bux bomb for such a clip, but i rly like it. It doesn't come off easily when i run! like a must get for me ^^ Thank u my sweetest mom ♥♥

2011-02-09T10:13:00.000+08:00

Rabbit year in M

2011-02-06T16:39:00.009+08:00

Happy.Lunar.New.Year.Everyone!
Hopefully you guys are collecting lots of angbaos before this happy festival end ^^
Okay so on the first day of cny, i've spent almost half the day at home before setting off to gram's place and a almost 2 hour journey to Malaysia.

Was so excited on my way there but then, looks like everyone has change.
Our house's not as crowded and noisy as it used to be and, maybe because we've grown older,
everyone looks so bored expect for my mom whose always so talkative.
I can't deny she's really a good self-entertainer though.
Firecrackers lid up and beautiful fireworks up in the starry starry sky ^^

Woke up early the next day with sore throat which lead to losing voice in the morning and a sexy tone for the rest of the day. My mom again, (hahaha) bomb everyone out of their bed for prata. gossip never stop btw woman~ Quite a bit of silence after mom went for her manicure appointment. FINALLY. kekeke~ Famous fishball noodle before my fav, 6 FANTASTIC CRAB DINNER!! hehehehe happy me1995 >∇<

wouldn't it be great to have sucha colourful range of clothes in your wadrobe?

Starfruit cut down from our garden. yummm yumm...... (doesn't she look like a monkey??)

used to be quite an irritating rascal..... hahaha grown up so much!

Head back home and......

Fruity chocolates from Seoul! b'cuz its from korea and mix with fruit, so i ate :/

Next day when Braint, BIG Ben10 fan, and other sg cousins visited..

time to eat the starfruits!! sweet max~~

Wanted to have lunch at some cafe but apparently 4 cars drove a big round and ended up at Nan Yang. The food services there was so bad, the food wasn't serve even after half an hour, my 90 year old gram was so mad she bang the table and wanted to leave. first time ever to see her getting angry zzzz. but there's this guy whose serving is always smiling. Either its a complaint or whatsoever, he's always smiling! ^^

Set off back to Sg after that. Pineapple rice and Mango sticky rice for dinner!! ^^ hehehe.
But on the other note, i kept eating, i'm so scared i'll put on my weight. my cousin has been teasing me :<

Nevermind~~ shall lead my life the way it is. my mom always told me not to let anyone change me or my life. Yes! Okieee its the last night before heading back to hell. Enjoy yourselves kkk! & don't forget to pack your bag :) See you guys soon! ^^

BREAK AWAY

2011-01-24T21:12:00.008+08:00

So i finally got the chance to set aside the weekday blues. How long have i been waiting for Saturday?!!?? I felt like i've live for 9814350 years just to wait for this short but enjoyable weekend. It's the same for CNY too. I am so freaking excited i kept thinking of it. Guess this is how much I miss my cousins back in Malaysia. Hahaha.

K back here, Hooked On Flea's crowd was sure a killer. What a pity we weren't the earlier birds. Squeezing from one end to another, sweating like crazy. But still, i've always love flea. Nobody could not not love flea. Let's put aside the 'cheaper prices' topic b'cuz yea that's what fleas are for, but you'll get a higher chance to get the stuffs you need!! Rather than going from shops to another shops, with much anticipation of chancing upon something you're finding, only to have your little bubble burst within a second. Moreover, now's the going-to-be-CNY period. I'm sure many people will be having last min shopping (like me). So if you've missed last week's Hooked On Flea, head down to Titanium week! 1PM- 7PM! Be sure to bring cash too! $>$

I really hate those black marks on my face
see the diff wit flash and w/o flash?? :<

Turning 16 muai prettie babygirl

Celebration in school was definitely not enuf! Hid myself in the house until everything was prepared, giving all sorts of excuses and lying about where we're going. can you believe i actually delayed the meeting time by telling her my cable tv burnt?!! Hahaha stupid ridiculous liar...

I love chu my b@by4lif3 (@￣ ³￣@)

My fear

2011-01-15T20:59:00.000+08:00

Apparently we talk things out after session ended, yesterday.
Letting out the anger and unhappiness inside.
Letting her know how much each and everyone is going thru.
I hope after this meeting, we won't be bringing up the same unhappiness and having such cold atmosphere ever again.
She may or may not change, but we all know we've given our best. Whether we're comparable to the previous batches or not. 
CHEERS TO SENIOR'10/11 ♥

I never thought that it be easy
Cause we both so distance now
And the walls are closing in on us
And we're wondering how
No one has a solid answer
But just walking in the dark
And you can see the look on my face
It just tells me apart

So we fight (so we fight) through the hurt (through the hurt)
And we cry (and cry and cry and cry)
And we live (and we live) and we learn (and we learn)
And we try and try and try and try

So its up to to you and its up to me
That we meet in our middle way
On our way back down to earth
Down to earth down to earth
On our way back down to earth

Mommy you'll always and somewhere
And daddy I live outta down
So tell me how could I ever be normal somehow
You tell me this is for the best
So tell me why am I in tears
So far away and now I just need you here

So we fight (so we fight) through the hurt (through the hurt)
And we cry (and cry and cry and cry)
And we live (and we live) and we learn (and we learn)
And we try and try and try and try

So its up to to you and its up to me
That we meet in our middle way
On our way back down to earth
Down to earth down to earth
On our way back down to earth

We fell so far away from where we used to be
Now we're standing and were do we go
When there's no road to get to your heart
Let's start over again

So its up to to you and its up to me
That we meet in our middle way
On our way back down to earth
Down to earth down to earth
On our way back down to earth

I never thought that it be easy
Cause we both so distance now
And the walls are closing in on us
And we're wondering how.
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UGLY AND BEAUTIFUL DAYS

2011-01-10T19:16:00.010+08:00

Thinking if this should be a long post cos prolly i'll be whining or a short one that i'll just hide everything within me. There's just too much to be settled. See why i hate the first few weeks of school? And you think that sec4 you can play just b'cuz you're in NT stream?? NO! not just that you're one of the oldest in school, thr's homework on the bloody first day. Worst is that, I can't remember a single thing that was taught last year! 've to google on 'how to do blah blah blah'. And the teachers couldn't stop stressing on how important our major exams are, adding on to our burden.

Beside studies, there's cca to be worried about. A teacher that i can't count on is the biggest problem. We don't know when we should or shouldn't believe. We get scolded for almost everything that didn't go well. Even if it's other people's problem, we also get it. C'mon its not like we can control how things happen right.... For this i'll like to thank & say sorry to Val, my precious CL. Sorry to put you through all this shxt despite being so busy with your exco's stuff and thank you for not giving up no matter how ugly her words were. I know how you felt back then, we'll eventually work things out :) Xin ku ni le! :*

On a lighter and happier note, okay no. it's the happiest note.
SS3SG is just 19 days away!!
I am so god damn eggcited!! I think lining up at 4pm outside SIDS is all worth it tho :) Can't wait to see special performances like hanging in the air, Chinese song sang by Kyuhyun which he has memorize despite his busy musical schedule. I can't wait for so many things!! I rly hope to see Lady HeeHee 2! ^.^ & a few days ltr, its CNY!!! the best in every year's calendar. The chances of seeing my beloved cousins, eating good food is nearing!! I always love the first few and last few months of the year :))

Playdb Magazine

2011-01-08T22:54:00.001+08:00

B A D

2011-01-08T21:50:00.005+08:00

I thought i am strong with this kind of stuff but my tears prove me wrong.
Why is everything crashing?? Why am i not like how i used to be?

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG?!??!! :C

Not the same anymore

2011-01-05T22:41:00.004+08:00

Its 2011 now and the last year in Beatty for me. everyone's concentrating on their major examination. i should be too...
but i guess it's gonna take awhile before this is over. boys & relationships no longer matters to me, well, all these was what i thought. but after all, thought was just a thought. I never look back to the past but right now i could foresee a huge gap between us. Everything we both decided to let go has come back. every single bit of memories. I wish she could tell me how she's feeling now. If only i've the power to control my feeling or even, have no feelings. Its a bad start...

Evil vs Innocent

2011-01-02T00:59:00.002+08:00

The last

2010-12-31T00:00:00.005+08:00

SS3 Singapore message video

Happy new year eve every1!!
Its not like the time pass fast, it is the year. Don't you think so? like wow it's cny then my bday and now already 31 Dec. so fast~!! I guess b'cuz we've all been so busy, we didn't even notice the months are changing. Just some highlights this year from muai i'm gna sh@r3 w1th u guys :)

It was full of up and downs. Never expected.
Let's start with the beginning.. Who knew that after we've been split, I would have drift and have soooo many quarrels with best buddies. 1 after another. It all lies with me tho. i have no idea what's happening either. I feel like the world's turning over after each quarrel. But they've never left me even when i left them.
THANK GOD MAN!!!! THANK YOU MY PRECIOUS BABIES!!!!

In the past, 'Super Junior' was just a name. only their 'Sorry Sorry' reminds me of them. I didn't even know they have 13 members.
no idea when, i grew a sudden interest on K-pop & 'hey do you know I ♥ SO MUCH~ SJ 화이팅!!'

i was never a fangirl. Even if i was, it never last. Like 1 or 2 weeks maybe? I think it was a random day, i had nthing to do at home and just randomly playing with the remote controls. Turned into KBS Channel & Music Bank was airing. SJ had their goodbye stage performance, singing 'No Other'. That was where I first saw Kyuhyun too! Fate maybe?? HAHAHAHA ^^
Their songs were in my head 24/7. I even sang sorry sorry when we're doing exams papers.
Nora was complaining after that. Kekeke~ But i'm glad i influenced Shahrul a little and now Nora & Jasmine have sucha big obession with Shinee too! Hahaha.

Gotten exams schedule and it means a face full of pimples popping out T____T but on the other hand, confirmation has been made that SS3 will be in Singapore!!! Mom made a deal with me. study like some shxt ass idiot. but apparently ever since I sat for eoy mother tongue paper, i didn't see my dad anymore... freaking 2 weeks. I cried almost everyday after that. i freaking swear it was damn annoying. It was the first time and every single thing in my house reminds me of my daddy, esp food. Hence, uncontrollable tears start rolling down again and... AGAIN. But i'm glad everything is fine now except i'm still the middle person -_____- They never knew how tiring it is horrrr

Last day of school, gotten our report slips. I couldn't even go to sleep the day before. So nervous to know the class rankings. I couldn't even feel my heartbeat lorrrr. Jumping up & down after cfming that i'll be gng for SS3 Singapore ^^V Harppi hols started and i turned 15.

went for obs camp which lasted for 5 long days. I thought i'll be regretting but turned out to be quite an awesome experience! :> Spent the rest of hols @home watching dramas, variety shows or meeting with friends. meeting up with my obs friends didn't succeed tho :(
Qianwen finally turned 15 too 8)

See how 1 year could change me so muchhie? Not only me but alot ppl out thr too. The innocent and cute ones turned into a total brat i can never imagine. The bad ones started to live like they should've. To the fullest. yayyyy life's like a book. i'm soooo excited to know the future. no matter what's gonna be of you, just be yourself and believe that you can do it. ☺

Its the last post of the year. I hope everyone enjoy it! :) its been great typing here for you tho i don't know whose reading. hehehe.
Bye xx

A night 2 remember

2010-12-28T00:40:00.008+08:00

Set off to Bishan in the evening, got some party hats and head over to Town.
as expected, I got lost at Ion. went up and down the escalator and finally found my way out. Wanted to bus to Bugis but my sis refuse to tell me the number, even after looking at the board, left me with no choice but to take train. How evil hur...
All my plan/surprises for bday girl went to waste after i've reached Zzzz. Not evaluating it.

Okay, so just went my way after saying some stupid lies, excuse & pop up at Liyi's workplace. Talk to her about what happened.
Thinking back, no matter how fierce Liyi & i quarrel, I'd never curse or swear.
but she's the only one that I can't held back my anger from. idk why, but i'm sure everyone doesn't like to be accused hur. liyi told me to just let it be...
And I thought, oh well then it's a wonderful day. Its my bbg's bday after all.

Left and look for those 2 girls. settle down @Bugis street while in the mean time, Phy went back to get the cake from my house. good time catching up with Qianwen :)
SO LONG NEVER SEE HER ALREADY!! Back to Liyi's workplace, make myself silly and did some funnie & stoodpid dance. kekekeke~ you see... that's the only place where nobody is at, and nobody can see what you're doing! HAHAHA ^^ Closed shop and phy's surprise for Q. wearing party hats and walk around the streets? quite awkward to have many pairs of eyes staring on you.

BBQ+steamboat dinner+supper. PS: if you're going there to eat, be prepared for oil attack. so happy they have tomatos there!!! hehehehe :)) On the way home, called Nicole to wish her. We're so noisy, i think the uncle couldn't concentrate driving. Hahaha.

To smarty Qianduck: the day you yearn for finally arrived! Now its over, we've to wait for so long again T^T but nvm. in a blink of eye only! anyway, hope you like the socks! hehehe wear to school ok? Love you always BABO ☺

The presents left on my table.....

So cuteeeee right?? ^^

HAPPY DUCKY-DAY

2010-12-26T00:24:00.002+08:00

SANTA AT MY HSE

2010-12-25T01:36:00.002+08:00

MERRY X'MAS EVERYBODY!!
Good food tonight? ☺ hopefully everyone's having fun with family and friends.
For me, this year's a bit different. We don't invite people over to Aljunied.
Instead, we'll be having x'mas lunch at grandma's place tomorrow.
Where everyone sit around a round table for steamboat (sounds like cny), chit chatting and Hana's definitely having a hard time if she's bringing over her 27 bunnies. OMG.
But most importantly! Xchanging of pressies ^^ can't wait to see my funnie cousins!

MAD PPL

2010-12-20T14:59:00.005+08:00

Last week @starbucks while waiting for Liyi to hsh together. It was so cold thrrrr! Liyi went for work while Phyllis and I had very late breakfast+lunch. Head over her work place at 10pm.
We kinda create a nuisance after almost all the shops were closed hahaha.

Anyway Christmas is in 4 days time.
Have you guys prepare present for your love ones? :)

OH BOY

2010-12-19T01:01:00.005+08:00

This was today when S.M BALLAD performed @M Wave. The weather now at Korea is -12.
Look at what Kyuhyun is wearing(!!!)
How could he be allowed to wear just a v-neck and blazer to perform and fight against the cold like hell weather!!
he should at least be given a scarf or gloves, no? so heartbreaking to see Kyu like this..
Fighting against the weather with his silly yet sweet smile :")) awww MY POOR BOY T____T

The words i need to hear to get me through the day and make it ok, i miss us

2010-12-14T02:36:00.002+08:00

ohyeahxxxxx its a beautiful daeeee. I feel that god's on my side tdy hahaha..
First, the long lost family love is back! For the first time, we ate dinner on the same table, the 4 of us. like finally after 2 f long months!!! ♥ couldn't be more than happy ^^ Pls treasure, old man! kekeke~ Second, the Zipia Baseball Jacket that caught my eyes, it was stated @her lj 'make payment to secure your item' but the kind hearted lady is willing to reserve it for me! weeeee 10qqqqq <3 hopefully i'll be able to sleep tonight. lucky me is harpiiii patchan :3

Can't wait for Santa to come to town, CCA Open House, CNY!!! I like beginning/ending of the years. there's so much to look forward to! Goodnight xx

PS: Deed poll @the side. Pls vote! Thank you C:

PLEASURE

2010-12-13T01:10:00.004+08:00

So did everyone have a good week? I hope you really do! The 2 month break from school is passing so fast.. like super duper. There is only 3 weeks left for us to sleep till sun shine our butt. Some of my classmates was so eager to go back school. but i think even if hols is boring, its so much better than to report to school, scared that the bell will go anytime and oh, you realise you're at the white patch. And also, staring at the whiteboard for at least 6 hrs?! No wonder many young kids now a days have to wear specs :/

Okay I shall stop whining. but... how great will it be if i whine and tomorrow news announce that school starts later? hahaha~

2010-12-11T18:55:00.004+08:00

My kyuuuuuu ♥

EVIL GRIN

2010-12-10T18:21:00.005+08:00

This was last Sunday when dad and I went back Aljunied to get some stuffs and visit the boy. It has been long since i last saw him. I can say that, he changed quite a bit? Hair grow longer and 2 teeth grew...

On the other hand, i bet my brothers miss me! They kept giving me their paws hahaha.. Yesterday when I was showing Sarah my brothers, she said "No wonder you look like dog la!" LOL~ They're cute ttm horrr. (fat ttm also)

And as usual when dad sees his grandson... he make the annoying child-like sound.
kekeke that's like the only time i can see that another side of him?

my brother licked my nephew and my dad was like "OI OI go away" kekeke~~

got scolded... he thought there's no fun at all so..........

we say Caelan likes cold stuffs but his mother, my sister, says that he likes hot stuffs...

Caelan puts everything he hold on his hands into his mouth... he even attempt to bite the hard part of his chair and cry b'cus i didn't let him do so. oh god his crying's like...... SCREAMING?!!! He didn't allowed us to leave and cry AGAIN. Daddy says i don't like kids. hahaha... but i think i'm just awkward with them.. I don't like or knw how to play with children, i don't like to act cute voices just to make them happy and babies don't talk back to me... they only murmur and if they're not happy, they cry. OMG~ hahaha.. I sound bad. yes i am evil :X

And ystd... I wore my fav army green shorts to met Sarah and long-time-no-see-senior Shiyun!!! The colour painted on my nails.. while honestly, i don't really like it. but i kinda like it for being shiny C:

KOI that i've not drank for 936487123 years!! everytime i wanna get koi, the queue's super duper long... thank god ystd's queue was half of the long queue. ^^

the 2 mad ppl i was with bought a hello kitty charm each. they ttly gone crazy over it!! Sarah was telling us some disgusting stuffs kekeke~ couldn't stop laughing tho...

These was supposed to be up there 1 mth ago, but ended to be pasted a few days ago.. Reason being - double sided tape no use. & i was sooo lazy to go down to get it. hehehe....

Christmas is drawing nearer and nearer! I'm think about what i should get for my nephew. Maybe consider it a welcome-to-the-world present. I was in camp and he was born... i missed seeing him!!! okay anyway, i was telling Sarah i should get baby clothing for him. You think so? well after i've decided, i will post the picture here :) bb!

#SUJUISTHEBEST

2010-12-10T01:15:00.010+08:00

I guess i'll be bring a heavy heart to bed.. I thought of how I should blog about this. At first I thought maybe just post up the vid performance of SUJU @ 2010 Golden Disk Award.. but apparently, i can't. the feeling inside of me, and the tweets i saw while scrolling down the page of Twitter... it's just a feeling I can't describe. Really upset.

I was wondering why #sorrysuperjunior was trending. Did something happen?

And this was the reply i got from one of the fanbase @ss3sg - SJ lost Daesung, the one award the boys wanted so, so, much, to SNSD. The boys are al disappointed, some cried too. ): Leeteuk, Yesung, Heechul, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Sungmin and Ryeowook cried, not because they didn't win, but they are afraid that ELFs will be upset.

Many many fans cried because Super Junior didn't win Daesang award. Crying because they know that Teukie oppa (leader) wanted this award before he leaves for the military. And now he didn't get it. They worked so hard to get this award... You could see it through their performance at Music Bank for their comeback show, SS3 Asia Tour and many other stages they're invited to.

There's also people crying because some ELFs are bashing SNSD & Sones (their fans) because they won Daesang award. but what's the point after all? Its not that i support SNSD or whatsoever, but they did work hard to get this award, right?
& at Twitter, i could only see my timeline flooded by ELF's tweets. all of them were blaming themselves...
i feel so heartbroken.

I can absolutely understand how all ELFs felt. Me, too want them to win this very important award. but what's done is done. Tonight, so many ELFs all over the world have teared. but there's 2011! let's do better next year :)
we WILL get Daesang award for our SUJU oppa!
#SUJUISTHEBEST

PS: you may think its stupid for ppl to cry over idol stuffs, but if you're not a fangirl or fanboy who deeply loves your idols, you'll not understand how we feel.

Here is tonight's performance from Super Junior. Enjoy!

Eunhyuk's awesome dance steps at the begining ^^
LOL AT YESUNG! He went ahead and stepped out, noticed everyone was in the box and went back. LOL! so cute
Sungmin giving a pat on Yesung's arm (1:11) :>
Why is Kyuhyun wearing sunglasses? (1:22) many comments at Youtube saying that Kyu is not the type to wear sunglasses, unlike Heechul.
woahhh their dance step's awesome ^^ even Shahrul tweeted me saying that. ha ha ha! oh & can you hear the fans screaming? kekeke
i kept laughing when I see Siwon doing that (3:39) HAHAHA & KYUHYUN @ 3:43!!! High ttm!
Anybody notice the length difference of Ryeowook's fringe? Its shorter! :> Sungmin so keaiii when doing that dance ^^ (5:09)
Leeteuk running to his place & take of his coat. hahaha~ (6:46) & his face expression. Is he tired or...? (6:55)
did any1 see Kyu sliding @ 7:21? :3
i've always love 7:41 part. 4 awesomeee dancers! & Shindong so good 7:48 -thumbs up- EVERYBODY SCREAMMM~
Ain't they just great?? :D

and here's another video. How thoughtful of Heechul to cover leader's face and walk through the crowd.
Comment @ Youtube - I can tell that Leeteuk is trying his best to hold back his tears in the begiining. Thank you Heechul for being the good brother like you always are.

I hope #SUJUISTHEBEST keep trending at Twitter :)
enjoy the last few weeks of holidays before school reopens. bye xx

Before you leave

2010-12-07T12:43:00.000+08:00

The day before Phyllis leave for Beijing...

Can you believe it?!! I've actually forgotten to text her before going to bed. B'cus I knew i won't be able to wake up @ 7.15am, I constantly reminded myself to remember to send her a message before going to bed and that would be like.. 4 hours before her flight. But apparently i got up in the afternoon, shocked & realizing that i've forgotten all about it.. urghh!!! Please be kind and forgive me! I hope the food there will be of a good cheer to you ♥

Back to yesterday... lunch at Old Town Coffee. Altho curry mee was nice but the noodles whip lashed my white shirt!! it was just a dot, quite obvious tho :<

Back to Braddell and Phyllis settled her dinner at Macdonalds. saw Jasmine! aww miss her so much but it was quite embarrassing to bump into her with my big specs. Hahaha i look like idiot.

the way he eat, he talk & everything he do is so cute! it was my first time seeing someone cheering when food comes over. Ha ha ha! He even ran over to our table to say byee to us ^^

I wonder when will mom's promise come true.. Twitter has this #Lemmeguess trend. soooo #LEMMEGUESS.... might take her a whole winter season? zzzz She's so busy with her new store yet come out with a promise that has limit. Movies don't 'Now showing' forever. byeee xxx have a great week!

Cherish

2010-12-04T01:39:00.004+08:00

Having insomnia these days... grrr as a result, pimples popping out ><"
I had less than 5 pathetic hours of sleep before pulling myself out of bed and attend guides. Not to mention why i can't go to dreamland that night, i don't even have the strength to walk to school. if only teleport exits horrrr tsk... fml :< Doing posters was not much of a hassle, so time thr wasn't rlly bad except that i needed a bed badly. Sang to myself while Val & Chantel were listening to their songs. then val just suddenly laugh out and for the rest of the day, she's been having the 'is she drunk' thought. So i found out that even tho she put on her earpiece, the vol is very low... lol. but I rlly enjoy singing 'Gee' to her! ^^

Tomorrow's a day out with dad to check out some designs of the dining tables. Hopefully we'll be able to change to a longer rectangular table. so that I have more space for my stuffs on it too. ha ha ^^ Oh! & i've try out the cam dad bought for me. The reason why i really like this cam is not b'cuz of it's mp, but because dad is the first person who've bought me a cam. the first cam that i own. Hence, its a really important present to me and i promised myself to cherish it. My bb! ♥

Ending soon

2010-12-03T00:11:00.004+08:00

We don't have to agree on what either of us like but i'm just hoping that you could show a little respect for the things I love. I'm fine if you comment or whatsoever, just don't cross the line. You wouldn't like it if i were to say something about your gfs. Lets just keep our good buddy friendship in a nice way C:

I was really shocked to see the calendar and only realise that December has arrive. I hope everyone enjoy it before 2011 comes. I believe it may not have been a smooth one but I hope 2011 will be a better year for you, for me and for everyone.

Only memories left

2010-11-26T22:15:00.007+08:00

I'm leading a pretty peaceful & quiet life now and i'm lovin' it. Feels like i'm the only one on earth, ha ha ha. Waking up at whtever time i want and eating as much food as i can find in the hse (its time to visit supermarket), this is the life i want. Not being disturbed by anyone or anything. Oh and highlight of my life, i've began to build up an interest in reading. I would sit at the top corner of my double-decker bed (the 1 without dust) and start reading 'THE SECRET OF LIFE'. A book i found at the self improvement genre. This was one of the praise by The Washington Post - "Bitch is a show-stopping, name-dropping, gossip-dishing, wild rock 'n' roll performance.... [Wurtzel's] analogies, similes, and metaphors are wildly exuberant and exciting.... This is a bitch of a book." Its a good book :)

well even tho life on my own was awesome, but i ain't a freak. I met my ♥♥ frenx too!! Liyi and I had Ya Kun toast bread, eggs and tea/milo for brunch. Got some of my favvv sushi, head of to pig's hse and woke Phy who was in pj. until now, i'm still thinking how could she still be able to sleep in a room without air con or fan on. There's cold air but... don't she just feel a little too hot when she cover herself in her thick blanket like mummy?? & tht women won't feel uneasy even when her pantie was like half worn? and i swear her fart sounds like water coming down from pipe! I swear her fart was soooo damn unique. Lol. A lil catch up with them was great tho :)

Soooo here's some pixs at Obs camp. enjoy! ♥

this shld be the 1st day at pulau ubin?

2nd night at camp 2. tents under shelter! ke ke ke oh and did i tell u that we wore the same soaked clothes and shoes for 3 days?!!

we slept in the tent for 4 nights!

flag for the sailing boat ha ha ha kawaiiii ^^

dinner on the last night. apparently every1 went crazy in canteen

Last night, during reflection session ♥

Reality is for people who lack imagination

2010-11-23T11:29:00.004+08:00

Monday to Friday was a tiring yet fruitful week. Though I really miss home, esp mom, but my team mates played a huge part making me feel that it's all worthwhile. Especially black horse! Ha ha ha she's always so cheerful and making me laugh. Well... if i'm not wrong, she was the first girl i talk to besides Joy:) Followed by Jocelyn and Cherlyn! I was amused by their enthusiasm & they never seem to get tired! Ha ha ha. My guguma friend, Kush was very funny! I could still remember him eating red bean bun on the ship while it was raining heavily and waves was so rough! Altho it was really cold, but i guess everyone enjoyed the storm! Ha ha ha when we're out to sail, almost everyone was praying for it to rain. Weird? And Harry, the one that gave almost everyone nicknames like Jacob Black for Zen? Ha ha ha! The rest of the people was great and it didn't take me long to get over the awkwardness. They were just so 'open' which made me feel comfortable with them :)

Not forgetting our instructor, Zhiwei, who was with us through out the 5 days, helping, teaching and giving guidance to us. I'll remember his 'ghost stories' like GREEN ping pong ball and $5. Ha ha ha... I can't wait for our outing ^^ Pix will be up soon after my friend have uploaded!

Super Show Ⅲ in Nanjing

2010-11-14T16:51:00.005+08:00

I'm not someone who cries easily, but seeing him (Kyuhyun) tear up makes me want to cry with him. We all know he rarely ever cries. How many times have we seen him cry? Only about 3 or 4 times. Knowing that, it has to be something that moved him deeply or made him very sad to cause him to cry. Please don't cry! We want to see your bright smile. If you cry, you'll make ELF cry too. - shusukepanda

Why did he cry :(

Ryeowook was like.. "I'm so bored.. What should I do? Oh, kick Kyu! And when they were standing in circles, you can see a BIG gap between Ryeowook and Heechul but still, the evil maknae just want wookie to be close with only him. And Ryeowook obeyed with a smile. =) Something's fishy! Especially when Donghae himself shouted LIXU when it was Kyu's part! Was he trying to give some hint for us? hahaha ^^

Anyway, it was said on Twitter that Kyuhyun's sick.. ahhh what happened!! Heart pain ttm! :'< & Rumour is that Kyuhyun vomited at backstage during SS3 Nanjing yesterday :( Get well soon Kyu!

HAPPY 15th

2010-11-11T00:25:00.007+08:00

I love this year's birthday celebration. All my wishes were fulfilled! All that they have done, i've never expected it to happen. I wanted a song session but never had the chance, i never thought that i'll eat a cake and listen to a birthday song. I never expect to get the big balloon i've always wanted! ^^ & to dine at Hotpot was a big surprise! It may sound like a simple celebration, but all this have already made me feel like the happiest girl with the most loveliest friends on earth. Sometimes, the smallest things take up the most room in your heart.

& if you've not seen her blog yet, this lovely girl made such an effort to get this done. I ♥ you.

[Sorry for the lack of updates!]

Pictures to express

2010-11-04T23:35:00.000+08:00

I came home with the cake I made with my friends like this

It doesn't matter if my sis say there's too much strawberry at the top or whtever. all i want was for him to feel surprised and happy. but after i hanged up the phone, my mood turned like this

waiting and waiting for him & slowly....

He did wrong, i'm disappointed but hey

it is my dad's bday. there's no reason why I don't allow him to enjoy.

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Daddy came back home and cut the cake at 11.50pm ^_____^
he very cute. Normally people 1/2 line of the cake, he cute the whole cake into 2 LOL.
but anyway, happyme987

It's scary to think that one day all this will eventually end

2010-11-01T23:32:00.009+08:00

Halloween isn't really that different than any other day.. everyone's still pretending to be someone or something they're not. but have u heard the news about this 19 yr old guy being killed at Downtown East? Poor guy.. RIP. Read more

Ystd was pretty well spent but super shag after I reached home. My dad's foot was ran over by pallet jack which carries 672 kg of goods. WTF.... thank god his foot's bone wasn't broken, but a very huge lump popped out and his nails turned green. Aish.... Despite the pain, he went to Watson and look for the Roll-over i wanted and bought snacks home for me. He had done so much for me but there's nothing i can do than seeing him bearing the pain :'( His birthday is 3 days away and I hope by the time he could walk better.. *pray, cross-finger*

As for yesterday... It was great!! we used to go town only in pairs or in 3s but yesterday all 5 of us met together ^^ Pasta Mania for lunch. Baked rice was good -thumbs up- ^^ went to fep and had a lil shopping done. It's really been a long time since we've shopped together.

oh and Phy got a new hair cut while we went for manicure ^^ Don't u just love the feeling when the person apply the colour on your nails? Its like you don't have to worry if it will turn out ugly or whatever...

head off to Cine for HK cafe. good food served as always ^^ Spent most of the time thr. we even got the guy there to take pictures for us ha ha ha...

We had neoprints taken & our eyes all turned out black. Ha ha ha kinda scary to me but its still amazing ^^

Super Junior SHINee | Bonamana (미인아) Lucifer Remix

2010-10-31T17:49:00.003+08:00

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Check out Kyu's slide at Bonamana's performance ^^

Everything is worth it!

2010-10-30T00:52:00.013+08:00

So i see that hols have arrived & that's what I and probably all of you have been waiting for! ^^ It used to be 'self declare holiday' for me in the past few yrs but this year, I could still feel the heavy burden on my back even when exams are over.

In these 3 years, ystd was the first time I felt so nervous taking back my report book. I lost half of my hope when I thought of how well others have done while I was preparing for school. Even when we were watching Tooth Fairy in class, my mind was still all about class positions.

Finally she walked in with a stack of report books and I swear I could feel my heart pumping OUT. I don't know why, but I kept singing SuJu's song. & Nora was like "you'll get more nervous if you keep singing their songs!!" but apparently after saying that, she sang Sorry Sorry beside me and Shahrul was behind me singing No Other.

I felt like my whole life was taken away when the teacher announced the rankings. B'cos i knw tht the first 2 positions would never belong to me, top 3 was damn crucial!! (my moms' goal 4 me) My reg no. was 4 so when her fingers slide down the paper, I freaking lose all hope. At that moment when I thought I could never go for SS3, she called out my name. Upon hearing, Nora, Jas and I jump and scream at the same time! Hahaha we were like complete idiots but I was really so happy that tears rolled down my cheeks xD It's like you know all the hard work and efforts you've put in didn't go to waste. Really satisfied! ^^

Jas was like "take that book, show your mom and shut her mouth!" Ha ha ha but ystd she was out in the sea & the signal was bad, so the duration of the call didn't really last.. but after I came back from art class this evening, she was already at home! dad asked for the book, looked through and like usual, never say a thing. My mom, surprisingly, didn't look and asked me for SS3's ticket price! HAHAHA~ the feeling rlly.... VERY GOOD! ^-^

Apart from getting the ticket from mom, i'm gonna enjoy this 2 mths to the fullest as now is the only time left to play all i want.. Next year's gna be tougher and no more fooling around in class. Aish... speaking of next year, I'm still trying to get use to it.... to the fact that I'm gna be sec4 but admitting tht i'm the oldest (exclude sec5) in school rlly upsets me :(

Congrats to DUCKY AND LILY to get 1 & 2 in lvl ^^

PS: people who is in the same shoe as me, really must enjoy yourself to the fullest and to people that didn't do as well as others, don't worry! you still have plenty of time this hols. Work a bit harder and you'll definitely achieve your goals!

[NEWS] Ryeowook tries to make Beige's boyfriend jealous

2010-10-28T22:10:00.002+08:00

Beige told in an interview with Newsen that she started going out with her boyfriend after she publicly proposed to him on radio.

"I sing the song, 'When Falling in love with a Friend' on stage with Super Junior Ryeowook. My boyfriend became jealous. Before going on KBS 2TV Yoo heeyeol's Sketchbook, when I was practicing with Ryeowook, my boyfriend was there. The moment when Ryeowook held my hand, Ryeowook tried to make my boyfriend more jealous by deliberately showing off that we were holding hands"

* Some parts were omitted

Source: Newsen

Translated by Minnie @ SUJUISM.BLOGSPOT.COM

Girls' Generation Hoot훗 Music Video starring Super Junior Choi Siwon

2010-10-28T21:49:00.001+08:00

Dragon Boat

2010-10-27T20:45:00.000+08:00

Yooheeyeol's Sketch Book Ryeowook & Beige

2010-10-24T20:29:00.001+08:00

Super Show 3 at Beijing

2010-10-24T18:52:00.007+08:00

sjcouples, Kyuhyun Biased, sjcouples@tumblr

My happiness don't last

2010-10-22T22:23:00.006+08:00

My dad is back home with us!! weee~ This is what i call haengbok (happiness) Everyone together, under the same shelter. I couldn't be any happier when my dad called and tell me his back home =D Even though they both still didn't talk, but it's so much better to quarrel. At least I think this is enough and I believe they'll patch back. My parents just need a little time :) Since the day he left till now, I've only seen him once & he has only came back once. To fix the pipes...

But on the other hand, I don't know why, my happiness just don't last. I'm afraid that history may repeat itself again... My biggest fear is that someday they might just quarrel again, break the glass or whatever they can, and one of them may just leave this house.. I'm scared of so many things and I don't wish to be silently crying myself to bed again, just like how it used to be. I know many things is not within my control, but I just hope things will turn out fine from no onwards :)

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Every now and then, when I recall back the past, I felt silly. My parents were very nice to me but I took it for granted. I never put myself in their shoes but even added onto their burden. I hate my stubborn character I once had.. So i promise to be a good daughter. I wna do well in my studies and let my parents feel happy.

After PSLE, i could have gone to an NA schl which can accept my aggregate but Liyi & I chose to give up the chance and got into Beatty. I never regret making this decision but my parents got nasty comments instead.

Sec1's life is like heaven. Nobody care if you'll pass or not b'cus we're in NT and sec1 doesn't have mid-year exams. Life was so carefree~ But i regretted for my foolish actions i did in that year. I could have avoided signing detention slips but I just have to walk out of detention room, x1 or x2 per week. Ha ha ha so sound stupid to get myself into this shit but that was me. Maybe that was what my mom say, childish. Maybe I was immature during that time. but my parents never got angry with me. Even when my teacher called my dad, he never told me he received complaints saying that I fought in school. I only found it out when I asked him.

Now when I think back, I was L.A.M.E & full of B.U.L.L.S.H.I.T ha ha ha ha!! But no matter how much I study, I'm just don't score as high as others leh.. Haiiyo~~ aish!

Like a Vampire

2010-10-21T20:58:00.002+08:00

KYUHYUN stands for:

K-orea's

Y-ummiest and

U-ndeniably the most

H-andsome

U-nique personality ..

N-EOREUL SARANGHAE !! ♥♥♥

No matter how hard I try, you'll never find it enough

2010-10-20T21:29:00.007+08:00

Terribly upset now.. Today I come to realise what a daughter I am to her. One that never put in effort in whatever she do, one that wants everything. This is me to her. I wish my dad was here, he would never say things like that.

I told her that there's 2 subject which I didn't score well. She started commenting before I could tell her my marks and show her the papers. what the hell is this. How could she say such hurtful words to me when she wasn't even by my side during that period.... How good does she wna me to be when my dad left at tht time. She'll just never know how much I've put in. Hellooo?? It's Super Junior that I wna see, why will I not work hard... she doesn't have a daughter with big brain LOL. I've tried my best, what else does she want me to do.... D':

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(Sυρεя Jυηiσя ♥)

Xiaowen told me i look like my mom. I was like, really??? Whr? Guess what she replied? ''Stupid stupid kind'' HAHA. Not the stupid is that stupid~ Okay i know nobody will understand only xw & iiiiiiiii
I make her laugh non stop this afternoon while waiting for 3.30pm to arrive. I walk the penguin style & make her laugh. She said my leg is thin today. I was like, HUH THIN??? (cus i'm fat everywhere) so shocked upon hearing that and she was like, ya ya rlly~ Can see the vein somemore~ So nice! O.O huh veins?
Via Tweetykissme

"Hihi, i love the way you are DIRTY lol~~~ UNTIDY AND DIRTY THEN IS OUR PATPAT MA!" - Liyi

Everybody deserves a second chance, to change

2010-10-19T22:48:00.006+08:00

My dad called this evening and said "I'm coming back tmr"
Problem is, I don't know if he is moving back with us or just coming for awhile.
Damn me ZzzzZZ

P/S: DUCKY mistook me as Liyi and told me what she had prepared for my birthday
HA HA HA HA ^^

Rather than love, than money, than fame, give me truth

2010-10-18T11:00:00.003+08:00

Spent my Saturday with ducky ^^ I was quite disappointed that the bag i wanted didn't really suite my image of a student and i doubt i can fit my files inside.. My mother said it'll look fat and ugly if i just dump everything w/o packing, placing the files and pencil case properly. My habit just don't change... Altho i didn't get the bag i wanted, i did got the one i eyed on a few weeks ago. Ha ha ha to me, I think it's special :>

2010-10-17T14:18:00.002+08:00

A little chance is what a boy expects from you.

2010-10-15T23:38:00.003+08:00

Exactly two weeks have passed and exams are finally over!! Many things have happened too.. I've not mention anything here but I'm active at Twitter! Basically, I just hope it's the best decision made. In the beginning, I wasn't happy, not at all. Tell me who would be dancing around when u live far away from your father. I totally can't see my dad during exam period. It's way too far and I've got exams to handle.

That day after putting down the call, tears immediately roll down my cheek. Ha ha ha but I'm blessed with the friends around me, Liyi, Gina and Phyllis. Nora and Jas. Without them I wouldn't have been strong enough to face reality. I cried through out the night, thinking of my dad. It's the first time smth like tht happen. it was impossible to imagine me without him. We were so close... Now when I'm typing, i feel a strong sour feeling around my nose ha ha ha. At times like this, I rlly hate the fact that im sucha crybaby. Even till now, seeing the things he left at home, recalling back the times when he sat in the living room, snatching pillows from me, giving funny comments to me when I listen to korea songs, I would still cry T.T aish hate it hate it!!

There were too many times when I really really miss and wanted to see him but on a lighter note, he would call every evening :) It wouldn't last for a minute but to me, it's enough. I really hope by the time his birthday arrive, his already back with us, under the same rooftop :)

"Missing you is my hobby, caring for you is my job, make you happy is my duty, and loving you is my life." Ha ha sound like a duty of a child C:

2010-10-14T20:00:00.001+08:00

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Sometime it's not like you're there so it doesn't hurt

2010-10-02T23:23:00.008+08:00

I've given this matter some serious thoughts, and i've come to a conclusion. An answer that I will never regret for. That is to mia myself from cyberworld until exam ends. I've never been so so serious about exams before (@ least i've never stop surfing the net), but this year's eoy is different. it is extremely important!! It concerns of whether I can see Super junior next year!

I think my mom's 'i set goal for u' skill is damn good. using SS3 to make me study like a 'oh no i can't play, must study' girl. But on the other hand, i'm not just studying for the sake of SS3 but also to prove noona wrong. She's been teasing about me with the 'studying so hard but end up result not good' matter. and everytime I hear her talking about that, I'll go 'Aish....' So as to shut her mouth, I will do my best!

Yes! I believe I can do it! I must do it for Suju/noona!! So after saying this much, basically I'm just informing u guys that this will be the last post until 15th. must concentrate y'knw :B but but but! @Aflicked is active at Twitter!! Check out at http://twitter.com/aflicked !! So, for those that are in the same situation as me, best of luck and believe that u can do it! ^-^

Fighting!!

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Life taken from studies

2010-09-30T22:00:00.003+08:00

Annyeong! Haven't been updating for quite sometime. Basically it's the same routine everyday. School - home - study. For SS3 ticket, must stay in the 'fighting' mood!

Exploration of the Human Body

2010-09-27T20:22:00.003+08:00

My girl's the best in my life

2010-09-22T21:37:00.004+08:00

3 years and counting, we're still as strong as before. They made me laugh and piss off, but they were still the best through out these years. No matter how bad our arguments get, we're still back at one piece. No matter how irritating, annoying and evil I am, they're always by my side to take care of me. Even if I tease them, (I made it routinely) they'll not get really angry. Giving me advices and telling me what's the best when I wasn't at my best, giving me all the love I need. And that love can never replaced by anyone, it's a special feeling I don't get from any other. I couldn't even imagine how life will be without them. It's like they are already part of my life.

I don't wish to part with u guys after N'lvl :' (
♥L♥Q♥P♥

I'm always behind you, always looking out for you

2010-09-19T01:38:00.005+08:00

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you're down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not worry. You have a forever friend, and forever has no end. - Namemeduck@bs.com

Yesterday's guides was great. Hope the juniors didn't get a cold after tht and thank you sec3s for cleaning up guides room! Saranghaeyo~ ^.^

The other time I was telling Qianwen and Shiyun that this month passed very fast. Just like a flash passed your eyes. I'm gna have my el oral this monday, tho I know the teacher's a very nice guy but this time we'll be sitted in the hall. Add up to the intense feeling to everyone.... Sigh. Hope everyone's coping well now. Jiayou Fighting!

Sometimes when i'm speechless for what you've done, I just wanted to cry. It's not b'cus of what you've done has hurt me or others, it is b'cos you're not the one I used to know anymore... Not possible to get back to the old times, but I hope you'll change for the better :)

Happy Together

2010-09-15T19:35:00.009+08:00

Pictures were taken during holiday. Had a rlly fun time with the girls. it has been a long time since we hit the beach and Kbox. If i'm not wrong, the last time we went Sentosa was...... last yr?? Some was busy working and we hardly got time for each other. but anyway, I had a wonderful time with them! The sushi we made was awesome!! Hard work paid off~ Hehe hehe ^^

Phy: ahhh faster i can't breath!!
Me thinking 'mwhahaha' xD

2010-09-12T01:13:00.002+08:00

It's the last day of Sept hols! Hwa~ can't believe time flies so quickly. Its like in a blink of eye, I've to check if my homeworks are done and start packing my bag. 2 things incompleted in my 'I will do in these week-list'. First, and the most important thing, I've yet to complete my art project!! (OMG) I roughly sketch out the shape of the Singapore Flyer (very east eh? LOL) on Mon? But i was lazy to finish up. Second is to squeeze out time for my baby rascal. I've promise him tht i'll go down to aunt's place & watch 'cartoon' tgt. But sadly, i've been flooding myself with SJ's video and completely forgotten about it xP I promise I'll do it when u come back from schl okay! Hehehee ^~^

Okay so after returning back to school, I plan to really work hard for exam. Mom made a deal with me. She said that if I could be in top 3, she'll get Super Junior's ticket for me!!! @^^@ WO DE TIAN AH~~ how is that possible.. Sigh. but even if the chances is very slim, I still will work hard and get the ticket from her hand! I MUST. You guys must also work hard! Fighting! ^^

2010-09-10T13:05:00.000+08:00

2010-09-07T00:30:00.001+08:00

Heechul: What are you? Babo

Sungmin:Suck in your fat belly

Heechul:BABO!

Sungmin:What's with the big fat belly?

Heechul:NO NO NO NO NO! HA!

Annyeong!

2010-09-07T00:23:00.002+08:00

I only care about the ones who mess with my head and heart.

2010-09-03T22:08:00.002+08:00

Back to update this empty space! School's been taking my life from cyber world. (using the same excuse again) ...... Haha but if you've been following me on twitter, then u'll know what i've been doing ^^ Just can't stop myself from watching the vids!!

Teacher's day celebration on 31st.

only entertaining performance was from Choir. Their voice was really amazing! Freakin high pitch.... Also, my hao jie jie was one of them too! Heh heh. Rlly happy to see that she finally has a CCA and most importantly, its smth she enjoy :)
Last min plan to go back primary schl. whining to the girls that we're too old to go back. I mean like, its been 3 years alrdy. Will the teachers forget us??
Looks like i was wrong~ Shock to know that my p4 teacher still rmb me, almost cried when I saw her!! my god.... after 4 years, she could still rmb me :O being the loudest in school, sometimes also good eh. Haha!!
Didn't get to have lunch there, miss pri schl canteen's food!!
Mr Kwok went for NS training, so sad not being able to see him :( Sigh....... He was the best chinese teacher I ever had! Still rmb we'll laugh @ him b'cos he comes into class, with a big wet patch at the back. LOL.
After 3 years, I finally heard the 'Teacher's day' song again!! It was 1 of my fav song ^^ Still rmb Mdm Seah was the 1 that taught us during morning assembly. Also 1 of the teacher I used to hate. HAHAHA

I missed the days I had in primary schl. When you're in pri, u'll want to go to secondary asap but after having a taste of what it's like, you'll realise it wasn't as beautiful as what u think. I used to have no stress at all, just flying like free bird. Hanging out at the back gate, doing stupid things. "I friend u, i don't friend u" Its nice to be a kid when nth matter. Don't have to care abt how people will think about u, just being yourself. & not because of how somebody dislike u, u change. Life that time was much easier...

Forever's a lie.

2010-08-30T15:37:00.004+08:00

I like to sit in a corner of the class and have my fringe covering my face. Seeing their frighten faces, i like it. LOL.

I had a terrible headache during lesson, today. I can't stand the noise my class create. It's like you could hear them even when you're at the second staircase. But then, that's what made me happy in class. so prolly a hate & love relationship with my class. LOL. crap.

After guides last week, sat down with 2 bff and had h2h talk. I finally let out everything inside me. I can't deny that i cried when I told them how I felt. but I'm glad to say that what I did was right. Its changing and becoming better these days. I can't wait for Sept hols to come. We're gna have lots of fun, i'm sure! :)