Unattainable

♥I get my hopes up and I watch them fall every time.
Another color turns to gray and it's just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away.
I'm leaving today 'cause I've gotta do what's best for me.

okays, i've finish all my work accpect for ss.
need to go to the tpy estate. lammme shit can.
am so lazy for that. and btw, i can just anyhow type what.
heh, am a lazy dumbass :P
today woke up by mom. get perpare and went to eat breakfast with her.
then, went home. mom went to work.
sister got up and had her wash up before i bath.
and then, she used the computer for like dontknow how many 'hours' before bring me to see doctor.
we took the number and went to eat.
long jhon was nice! and is hot de ohs.
heh, then went back.
waited for my damn long queue. then it's my turn.
but the doctor changed me to another doctor.
cause of my hand. the doctor i went to see was just giving mediction. but mine, needed bandage.
and waited for 2.00 with sister.
then vivien and vanessa came. but guess what, they are so damn retarted! they missed the stop after they reach the interchange-.-
lammmme uhs. and we say funny things.
that make me laugh like crazy. and sister was telling vivien to sit probely manymany times.
then my turn. blahblahblah~
get my mediction and went home.
after that, went to vivien's house.
while walking up, vivien was crazy. shouting up and down.
saying there's pervent.
me and vanessa was like, we dont know her can.
tried to scare her too. heh!
then, stayed at here house till 7plus.
came home, bath ate my dinner. used computer for do e-learning.
then, jenny and phyllis came up.
i was like, uh? why suddenly they came up?
heh, then we chat chit while i do my e-learning.
after they went home, papa help me bandge my hand again.
and tmr, i'll see where i want to go. maybe not going out.
bye♥