Unattainable

♥ you stole me heart with a silly lie.
and yea , i didnt went school today.
woke up at ard 9plus.
and on th computer and start doing the silly e-learning.
humrps ! , i rather be in school despite i need to wake up early.
cause .. heee . if you are liyi , you'll know(:
doing the sience and chatting :X
heheh , smart uh ?
blah ♥
then , liyi came my hpuse to do her e-learning .
we didnt do D&T and ss.
didnt know what to do seh.
teacher also never say sia.
nevermind , after that. liyi says she want go ftss fetch jenny.
but i didnt want to go.
so in th end , she also didnt went there.
later maybe going meet liyi♥
also meeting vivien and vanessa♥
and yesterday went phyllis house with liyi and qianwen.
we watched seed of chulk(didnt know how to spell)
was not scary at all(althought we tot it was-.-)
was NC16. can see th person nehneh. damn ass disgusting can.
then we played 'fighting'. hohos , was fun at th beginning.
but in the end , injure my index finger.
was sollwen and cant bend neither can i straighten it.
then went home with qianwen.

& so school isnt perfect and neither is my lovelife.
but no matter how hard it gets, ill still love you with no regrets.
i just never thought it'll be this hard to lose somthing, that i barely had.

omg,
ihate it when my cellphone rings & your name doesn't show.
ihate it i hear our song & it kills me long and slow.
ihate it when i still think of you even though you're by my side.
ihate the nights im all alone & all the times i've cried.
ihate the way you say my name i hate it when you go.
ihate the way you'll never see & the way you'll never know.
&ihatehowmuchiloveyouwhatever the outcome it, i can only
i wish you well & wish myself luck ♥

♥i hope i learn to love again