Unattainable

♥i never thought loving you would hurt so much

tags replied;
michelle, okayokay :D
qianwen, up to you. but i dont think got bah.

yesterday no school, goodgood(:
liyi ask me go swimming, didnt want go as body aching.
but at home so boring so go luh.
did enjoy myself there before liyi told me somethings.
feeling real down DDD:
but was alright after that. moodswing uh~
thenthen, 5plus went off. go night market.
then 60plus there, went home ard 6plus.
eat dinner then went down again ._____.
went blk1 find ivan they all.
9plus went off.
today was alright. manymany jokes[:
fiziq said i got mad cow diease -.-
hahahah! then firdaus clip his fringe.
act like gaygay, so funny siol!
slackslack, then went ard 5plus.
papa nagnagnag -.-
went room watch tv, then fall asleep.
i dream i dream, i dreamt of nothing -.-
hohohoh! phone- ing with vanessa now[:
bye♥

I wanted you;
Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way.
I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, II wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you
I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted youI, I.. I'm so sorry baby
But I, I.. I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close..to being how
I wanted to beI wanted you baby
I wanted you
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you