Out w yingjiao dearest . sucha long time since we were out .
wanted to have lunch at sis's outlet , but was packed w people .
trained down to bugis and had lunch at th foodcourt .
saw my alicia apple thr :D meet up soon !
hmmmm , yingjiao wanted to buy wallet . walked ard , but her taste was like so high high _|_
I.D.I.O.T ! omg , i saw so many nicenice clothes and tubes thr . wthell , no money -,-
headed down to houngang and guess what .
aunty jiao bring me to habourfront and said we took th train on th wrong side .
grrrr . houngang-ed and took th contacts . went to th mall to kill time .
& saw this v.cute shop , selling round round ice pops . hheheh , i made a mess out of it ;x
headed down to kovan to collect my sexbands . woohoo , hotpink :]
back to tpy and bused down to blk5 meet calvin , ivan , albert and lionel .
stupid ivan , throw choco mints on me . pig , i still saw one inside my bag siol .
prata shop-ed and slack at thr , laughing at how calvin put his contacts in . heh ..
calvin doesnt know how to put in , hohoh ! funnyfunny .
back to braddell and meet jenny , ahui and Liyi together w yingjiao and calvin .
on th way , i shouted fuck you to calvin and he jumped up . laugh like fuck la , hahaha !
slacked , dinnered , slacked and homed .
To my beloved bendan , Suching :
HeyHey bendan , i understand how you feel alr (:
hmmmm , for you . i think better give up , or else you'll live so hard in life .
& you'll be in th same class w M . it aint easy you , you see .
if he contionus to flirt , what can you do ? so th only thing you can is give up .
everybody ards you feels v.sad for you .
& i think if you gives up , Ben and co. will not dislike him that much .
you knows v.clearly how he treat you and others .
aiya , for me i think it's really not worth it . thr's better people out thr , waiting for you .
example , is that someone who's always beside you when your sad .
telling you not to cry , remember ? why dont you give J a chance .
J's a much much more better choice then M .
so what if it's cousin ? what's th link in it ?
hey love , fight for th better it life . w/o him , you will lead a better life .
time will heal everything , including love .
take your time , get use to it w/o him . w/o th lips and hugs .
i believe aft this holi , you'll forget him eventually .
whatever your decsions are , im behind you (:
& dont forget , im always there for you .
a shoulder to lay on and a listening ear for you .
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry, every once, in a while
Even though, going on, with you gone, still upsets me
There are days, every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
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