Unattainable

Patricia Chan Xiaowen is not who she is now.

I've murdered Father Mother Sister.
& also i've chopped down into pieces and fed them to the dogs out thr.
Finally, i've got some peace at home (:
Brainstorming.
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I had a chat with suching. I missed her so much.
She's the soul in me, luvxzs!

I hate school today. i've got no mood for lessons and i dont know what's happening to me.
Maybe i've gone mad because of homeworks or irritating teachers?
Or was my heart bleeding? I dont know I dont know I dont know.

I dont know how to say. I dont know how to explain it. I dont know what to do either.
I got jealous, jealous of everything i saw. You and her, her and you.
Eyes got wet, heart got stabbed.

“They say that time heals all wounds but all it’s done so far is give me more time to think about how much I miss you.”

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Qianwen has finally finish her duty in detention room, yah!
She's now in msn with me, playing webcam. So funny loh, i captured so many pics. haha!
I'm gonna post it on blogger now, mwhaha.
Damnit, uploading the pictures take a million min uh. so long!





I've got big news for everyone! Qianwen has something wrong in her brain.
She don't chew apple like normal people do, she lick it. Omfg, she's really disgusting.
Damn that bitch, make me forgot what i want to say -.-
That bitch is really very biantai. She carry her mouse and keyboard and tell me its heavy -..-
5.27p.m. We're so lame.
We flooded our conversation with LOL -_-

6.45p.m now.
Having dinner now, with my shadow. Haha.
Nobody is entertaining me, i dont know why.
7.2p.m. Finally after 17mins pass, i've got people talking to me already :)

Myra ketot tells me her form teacher voice very weird ( agreeable) & her face like cartoon.
But i think it look more like a wolf or a fox? Haha.
That teacher also likes to draw people's attention loh, siaozharbo.
Say what dont like scold people, assembly period keep shout for nothing -.-
And vivien, hahahah! So long since we've talk to each other.
Busying with schoolwork and all. But the first thing she said to me was that a teacher in her school catch vanessa wearing cross bra. SO LAME CAN ?!

Haravind taught me how to draw spongebob before guides last week.
Lets see the difference between a artist and a dont-know-how-draw girl :)

Mine was the bigger one.
Nicer right? Still got a ribbon on the top :D

i'm tired, so tired.
i don't know how to face you, tmrw...

A day filled with jealousness.