Loveable,

I don't like the intructor teaching ICT today. He no ballz. He looked like some idiot, shouting when his teaching. Plus. He replaced the very handsome intructor D: And he so bhb, so shameless. Say himself handsome, say alot people take his number. Omg. curly hair only. -.-

Algebraic Manipulation test today. Luckily i spend dinner time studying for it. Hopefully i'll be able to pass :)

Mrs Tanny Koh molested at least half of the guides during AA yesterday. She keep say lift up your hand, let people see your nose. Then say what we should be proud of all cca, must 'tai tou ting xiong'. And she taught me how to do foot drills. Haha! make me so paiseh. T.T (But her marching damn good!) Plus. The way she march looks like those spanish people dancing manz. HAHA.

Kayyy till here. Going off for assembly, bye.

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I got pretty upset after looking at the calendar. Counting how many sessions i'm left with seniors who will be passing out very soon. It need not much time to count, cause i'm only left with number 2. 2 weeks, taking out tmr, 1 week left. And that will be then, they'll pass out. I hold back my tears. Foot drills, pumpings, patrol/song sessions, Pt/Moving monday and camping. Wonderful memories i'll always remember, seriously..... D:

I didn't really have the mood to study. D: I can't focus. I miss him alot ): Once in a time, he would appear and then fly away again. But how bad can it be? I asked myself. Till what i saw during morning assembly today. Ya, maybe i'm a little too sensitive. It's very normal for boys talk to girl, girl talk to boy. Why would it actually affect me? I've asked myself repeatedly. Then i realised, i've fallen deep deep down already. It's not what i wanted. Not another heartbreaking story happening again. And so i decided to keep this crush within me and sisters. To love in the dark, to let go while time passes. I've not really mention him, but i know she know they know you don't know! Trying to get my mood back you see. :)

If only you could understand how i feel.