I wanted nothing but you.

Hi, today's 30th April. And yes i know, the date up there was 1th May. That was because i know tmrw i won't be having time to update highwaylove-e, so i came 5hours earlier than tmrw to do some necessary stuffs. :)

Mom called me and said I've been using the computer too much, neglecting my studies. So i try to make this post as short as possible and get back to study. But with no motivation, study what?

I told quckquck a secret. what-a-hell secret. Which cause her to laugh like an idiot. I still have the photo you know! Someday, I'll show it to you. I hope it'll help to drop your another teeth which have been shakin' for 2 years too! :D

If there's another soul like quckquck, how great could it be. Minus away the sjb behaviour, take off your negative points too. But no one is perfect, I'm not flawless too. Infect, I'm worst. So why do i even comment about people. I learnt that 4 years ago. It was supposed to be an ever lasting friendship..

I've backspaced everything i just typed. I know saying too much can't change the past, and sorry wouldn't help much either. I know i'm wrong for the past 13 years. You've given me everything i needed but what i've return you was disrespectful behaviour. I'm sorry mom and dad. I love you.
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How i wish sometimes, a friend would just sit beside me, letting me rest on her shoulder and listening to my heartache problems. Letting me cry beside her, surrounding me with a warmth hug. And telling me it's alright. I'm really worn-out.