The memory i would not forget, was saying goodbye.

Terrible runny nose. I can hardly breath with one of my nostril block. "/

Met up with sissy at 1PM on Saturday. But i stood thr for 2omins like a dummy, waiting for her. Spammed her phone with over 10 msges. Wah, felt so proud. HEH. Then to grandma's house for lunch and changed into white shirt. Went over to St. Joseph Church by elder sissy's car. Sat thr with my cousins, joking with them. Sister-in-law came, HI-5 with him. He asked why i did that, still suspect me if I've washed my hands after going to the toilet. == Everyone cried so badly, makes me feel more afraid. Until elder sissy hold my hands, and accompanied me in. Couldn't accept the fact the uncle has left us.

After sometimes, everyone started joking and stuffs, atmosphere thr was back before. Went over to the adult's table, heard them talking about buying 4-D. Everyone bet 10bucks each for each number. Pat aunt cracking a joke, "eh, you go asked johnny (my uncle) what number he wants to buy". PSP-ed. Then bought some food from near-by coffee shop, by the time we're back, the buffet food has already arrived. Like waste of effort and money only. Pat aunt still told us to refund the food back. LOL. Went up to a hotel, sister-in-law booked for grandparents, watched badminton matches. Wah, super strong teams. Korea and China. Ting Ting, Ting Wee and Ah bee aunt went down first. After that, went down with Ah jin aunt and Grandpa.

Guests arrived. Service started at 8 PM and end at 9 PM. Prayed and sang for Uncle. That day, was also Holy Mother's birthday day. Catholics had their ceremony, and walked pass us. They prayed for uncle too. Yeah!, Catholics. ^^V K, went up to the hotel again, watched Boys Over Flower. LUV!!! Two cleaners came ding dong on the bell and one of them actually believed that i was a Malaysian. HAHA. K, this is no good to bluff people. Me bad. :( Bro came up and went down together. He drove Mom, Sissy, 2nd sissy and me home, while dad stayed thr. Mom refused to let me stay overnight. Baddie "/

Mom woked me up the next day and we had breakfast at coffee shop. Went down to church, greet good morning to uncle. PSP-ed. Had ice-cream and i fell. BALAGU leyyy :( :( Dad came down from hotel around noon. Black uniform man arrived around 4plus. Had our last look at uncle, before they cover the coffin. Eveyone cried while we walked uncle a small distance before boarding the bus to Mandai. Went in to the room and listened to the presbyter reading the bible. We also sang for uncle. Placed flowers on the coffin and went to the other room and watched Uncle's body being sent into the crematorium. Tearing & tearing, cried very very badly. Then had some water and boarded the bus back to church. Sent the guests off and went to have our dinner. Shark fins, yay!!

Walked back to Grandparent's house, stayed thr for a while. The house was full with laughter, esp when we all knew how daddy sweep floor. Like cool only! Sat sissy's car back home. On the way, fat pig says she wants to have a driving licence. Then i told her, if she met with any accidents, don't need call ambulance. Cause her CCA in secondary school was St. John Ambulance, she can save herself. Hehe, how meant. & daddy being funny, said that IF he die, after the body is burnt, he wants his ashes to be spread free in the sea. Then sissy said "Siao ah. Like that is against the law, police will say is littering know". Then daddy's replies was "This is not litter. Just shoot only! You tell them, this is my father's ashes, not litter ok". Laugh me ass off lah!

Mommy and Daddy went to collect Uncle's ashes with Grandma, Grandpa and other cousins. Me attend guides. Reached home and was half-dead. Mommy told me uncle's bone was very white and healthy. The uncle thr says that, after the body are burnt, the bones that are smashed into ashes usually covered half of the pot only. But likewise uncle's, his ashes was so full that the pot almost couldn't be covered. HOHO, my uncle soooo healthy!! :D

Until now, i doubt that the family has gotten over uncle's death. Esp dad. Whenever i see dad sighing or keeping quiet, i felt so sad. I couldn't do anything for him, but only sit beside him, looking at him. During the past few days, he smoke more then he usually does. I hope he could be like how he used to be again. Always joking with us.