Unattainable

School sucks. Feeling so tired when class starts. Always lying on the table, trying to keep my eyes open and focus. While I've just got to endure it before EOY finishes. I hope so.

Live Lesson on H1N1 yesterday. It was spreading really fast in Singapore! One case jump to three more cases then to 500 hundred more. Qianwen told me 'Singapore so small, people so few still kena this'. Haha. Speaking of which, ain't feeling well yesterday and today. Having runny nose "/ Everyone in the class was so scared to come near me when i sneeze. Haha, seeing that stupid faces of theirs. Make me laugh only!

Oh and i got a boyfriend. I love him very much :)

After this June holiday, I realize how important family and friends are. Whose the true ones and whose not. I might not see the future and i don't know how it will be. I've no idea who will be leaving tmr or whatever, but i will treasure everything i'm having now.
Because of you, i want to change, the way you want me to be like. Dearest Uncle & Yeye, how are you up there? I'm doing fine in earth, and i wonder how it looks like in heaven. Did you see Jesus? Well i hope you do. I miss you alot.

If you're reading this, reflect then.
While i guess all along you just bluffed us and yourself. you've been repeating your mistakes many many times. You see us always forgiving you, yet you take it for granted. If your life is gonna be all about her but no 'him' then there's nothing much for us to say. You always say you wanted to change, don't want to be a L anymore. But for such a long time, have you change? You're just saying it for fun. Deep down in your heart, whose more important? J or us? Saying so much to you, i guess i'm just wasting time. If it would work, you might be different now.