Unattainable

HELLLOOO I'm back to SG! Sec3 Resilience Camp was TOO awesome!! It was the BEST camp I ever attended^^

24/3, Wednesday: Get ready and meet Nora then we went outside school to meet up with the malay boys and Jasmine. We wore our (I think it's freakin' awesome) class Ts and Jay was like "Issit too early for National Day?" Haha!

• Gather @ school/Attendance Taking.
• Depart from sch to HarbourFront Centre
• Admin for Ferry Depart/Customs
• Depart from HarbourFront to Batam Ferry Terminal (The sea view was so nice!!)
• Transfer from Ferry to Hotel/ Campsite
• Safety Briefing of EVAC & Campsite
• Ice-Breakers/Setting of Expectations
• Lunch Time/ Check in

Lunch was great! I sat at the same table with Liyi and Qianwen. Though we didn't really talked, we were ranting on the plain water HAHA. But at least the syrup drinks wasn't as bad as tht:)

After lunch we head off to begin our first activity in camp, High Rope Challenges! The instructors there demo for us once and after tht, we prepared ourselves by wearing on the "safety things".

It doesn't look so scary when you see other people doing it or just standing at the bottom looking at the challenges you'll be going through but believe me, when you go up there it's totally a different feeling! I was telling Jasmine it doesn't look high neither does it look scary what. I TAKE BACK WHAT I SAY!

When I was up there the first thing I did was hugging the pole which made me look like some idiot. HAHA! Oh and thank you Qianwen for the cheering and I made it through! The rod challenge was scary but not the spider web^^ It was so easy but gotta use your arm muscles.

After tht I went to Flying Fox with Qianwen. Tht was the best I tell you! But of course I was scared la. I was standing on the tall tall thing and I feel myself so tall! So tall tht I was worried if I would hit anything on my way down HAHA ok I know I'm dumb.. You could see the entire Batam if I'm not wrong? (not mentioning the very far ones HAHA) After completing everything, we took a rest. Mdm Jeerah also tried on the high elements and she was so brave ok! Jasmine and I then thought of going second round for Flying Fox:>

We gathered and then went back to the Hotel to wash up. Dinner was next. Jasmine swooped her place with me and was telling me "The boys ah eat like monster eh" and the next thing I did was to imagine how they eat. HAHA!

But when I was sitting with the boys, they wasn't as "monster" as I thought. And Shek was so caring tht every food tht came, he would stand up first and take for me. Fiziq was like "you take for her never take for me la" Haha.

For our Night activities were supposed to have Night Confidence Walk and Human Stacko but we only had Human Stacko. Was quite disappointed at first but Human Stacko wasn't tht bad after all:-) Though we didn't win the game. Bonding with Trainer and Teachers before heading back to the room.

Back in our room, after we have finish washing up and stuffs, we sat down and Nora was imposing $1. We laugh our ass off tht night and ordered some food. I fall asleep while waiting for the food to come and the next thing I knw was tht the food has come!! Omg It was damn nice and I bet I've grown fatter. I ate and sleep tell me who wouldn't be fat like this. But whatever I like it :-D

25/3, Thursday: On the second day Nora woke me up for wash up. Then we went down to the Ball Room for breakfast buffet followed by Paddles up @ Mangrove.

Simple briefing and we strted building our water raft. The skills I learn in Guides was so useful! I taught my group mates how to tie clove hitch and some other knots. It wasn't easy to build the water raft and not mentioning how painful was my hand while tying this and tht.

Although the first time we put our raft down to the sea it spoilt, but after tht with the help of the ah bang we managed to do a proper raft. ^^ We went back to the hotel room and had some rest.

Lunch, and Trekking @ Nature Park. Azan and Luqman were competing with each other "who can eat the most curry chicken". HAHA. On our way to Nature Park it poured so we had to stay on the bus and in the meanwhile, we thought of our performance for Gala Night. 3T1 & 3T2 combine performance! It wasn't hard to think of our performance b'cos everyone was very into it and tht's the why babes!!

The rain got heavier so we went back to the hotel and had our performance preparation at the Ball Room. After tht we went into our groups and played some games then back to our room to rest. I swear tht was the worst rest I had during the 3D2N. Thanks to Liyi & Qianwen! After tht we gathered at the Ball Room and head to 933.

Tht night the food was great and I think our performance was the best. Tht was also our last night there, last night having dinner as a level and last night of camp. I was pretty upset when we walk back to the Ball Room but since it's the last night there I should enjoy myself:)

Bonding/Reflection with Amanda then with the teachers. Tht was when we found out we were so lucky not to enter the Nature Park in the afternoon. B'cos the rain was so big, one of the tree drop down. And we all went "Yeah god save us!". HAHA so ke ai ^^ Had our 3T photo taken and went back to our room. Liyi and Qianwen came over to our room after bathing and we ordered banana split. After they left Amanda came. So it's like open door close door open door and close door again. & tht Liyi keep call and call asking me why the person never give her change after she pay the person. She still can tell me "issit the person think I give him tips ah?" OMG!!! Tht night though I didn't want to sleep, but the rest was like so tired. Lights off!

25/3, Friday: I am not happy tht day:( This time was the wake up call tht wakes me and Jasmine. Wash my face, brush my teeth, packed my stuffs and went down to the Ball Room along with our bags for breakfast. Debrief and all by Chief Jeremy and Camp Commander.

• Depart to Local Product Shop & Mega Mall
• Gather @ Coach/ Distribution of Boarding Pass
• Customs @ Batam Ferry Terminal
• Depart from Batam Ferry Terminal to HarbourFront Centre
• Proceed to SG Coach
• Depart from HarbourFront Centre to School

Tht day I kept myself very quite. I wouldn't ask for more but just hope tht time would pass slower. When we were on the SG Coach, I realize the trainer ain't going back to Beatty with us. I was very sad, just then Amanda came up to the bus to say bye. "Bye Pat Pat don't cry ah", tht was the last thing she said to me. Awhile ltr after she left the bus, waving at us, I couldn't help but cry. I knw she say not to cry, but the tears were uncontrollable. It just slide down my face and Myra was like "eh Patricia why you cry?!" Nora then pull me towards her and lend me her shoulder. She asked why I cried and what I did was smile and say I was tired. But oh well I think she knew why I cry cos after tht she told Firdaus I cry b'cos I miss Amanda. Wa tht bitch could read my mind man. Nora told me to stop crying but the tears just roll-roll-roll-your-boat down my face. Haha she was pretty pissed off b'cos I won't stop crying and wet her sleeves. HAHA. On the way back, I just rewind back the memories I had with Amanda. I swear she was the one & only tht made me tear through out so many camps I went. Although it was just a 3D2N camp, she's one great and awesome tht left a very big impact on me. I never knew someone would can do tht to me!

I remember on the first day I wasn't happy with my grouping and wanted to change but couldn't. And when we left for lunch, Jas and I just walked slowly at the back. Then there was this trainer tht told us "I knw you're upset abt the grouping but don't do this. Your trainer was running abt to find you and was scolded by us". But when we reach the restaurant, Amanda was smiling at us, hold my hand and bought us to our sits which was completely different from what I think she will do. Scolding us etc. Then before we built our water raft, she gave me a seashell and say tht tht seashell will remind me of her. And of course to made her remember me I went to find seashell and gave it to her too:) Through out this camp, she was very caring towards me. She is like so much btr then my own sister?!! I know the chances to see her again is very little but I hope she's doing well in her university! At least I had my photos taken with her. I hate how I always forget the faces of people. Hahah. I miss her alot:) & Khai-BACKSIDE too!

Meeting Nora & Jas now. Bye:)