Unattainable

Hi guys. my life is so mundane i feel the same every single day. i've been having this uncomfortable feeling everyday when i'm at home. my head starts to feel painful and giddy, i feel like vomiting. srsly i don't knw what is good about staying at home, although mom always says its fun. What fun do you find staying at home?????????? watching korean dramas and cry like your somebody passed away?? Good grief (okie i do watch koreans drama, but its not on WEEKDAYS) i've absolutely nothing and i mean, NOTHING to do at home.

I want to go out but nobody's is free. its either no one has the time or lazy.. this feeling has been on for the whole week, almost. Hols is ending soon and i rlly want to enjoy every single day before it ends. You knw the feeling of studying????? Yknow??? its ok if you get a teacher whose fun and entertaining but if you get some1 who exchanging greetings with u and start to talk/teach to him/herself, you will die. i mean FUCKING die. Firstly, you will think that the teacher is mad and next, you don't study a thing at all!!! when u asked for him/her repeat again, you'll not get answers but scoldings. "why didn't u pay attention when i'm teaching?? why are u talking with your friends??? i've been trying my best to teach u guys but is this what i get back??? stop commenting on my head!" (oops!! :P)

Yes this is the kind of teacher i got last semester. then it links to your exam papers. You have mad people in class talking to themself, you will get freaking worried for your papers. Not because you didn't pay attention but you don't learnt anything at all! You can study on yourself (thts what i did for mye) but you're full with flaws, not perfect. No matter how smart u are, you still have difficulties here and there.

And think about what will happen if u get a bad mark. your teachers will want to meet your parents, your parents will think you're naughty...............and whatever bull shit they've in mind............. nbcb. crazy bunch of people hahah... thts why you gotta rlly enjoy hols as much as you can!!!

i'm not trying to murmur or whine.... thats life for me too bad sux 2 be me