Unattainable

its the end. didn't see it coming so fast. I wanted to last till the longest i can but things wasn't like it will be. what i thought i could make it turn to be. Being his first, this is the least i could do for him. Giving the longest i can.. but i'm sorry, very very. I can't hang on anymore. I don't knw about you, but i told you everything b'cos i didn't want to keep you in the dark, not knowing why it became like tht. Though it was a very short period, thank you for all tht you have done for me. Making me feel being loved again, care about me. The girls were right, i am so lucky to have you. Even though time may find both of us somebody new, i want you to know tht you were the nicest guy I had by my side. And you were the true one. Sorry.