Unattainable

Okie I don't feel any better. its just getting worst after I read @STWQ's blog. I didn't mean to strt a conflict with you or what, but what you said on your blog, i think i've to say smths too.

You wanna be blog warriors huh? fine. I'm totally fine :) First, u have your probs I have mine. You think i so free, have the mood to have meetings uh. walao i'm also human hor

From the day u suggested doing the vid solo, val and I had been very against it. VERY. But who knws you still carried on. Then u said - now, you guys strted doing the vid. "oh great, just tell me you didnt waste my time at all. Yes i'm now telling you I/WE didn't waste your time, not even a second hor. You don't like tht idea but it's you, have you ever think of the rest?? You just want to do it your way but what val and I really wants is teamwork. I believe the rest also. Even Chantel, she's busy, grounded, she still make it. We're going through guides for a year more, if this little thing - doing vid, is alrdy bringing us down then why shld we still carry on? Just bring it down la. What is this w/o teamwork?!

I NEVER and didn't tell you to miss your school proj for guides meeting. There was only once. before u tell me its a experiment. I was alrdy at my ends, I don't knw what to do to make u come for meeting. And i just told you to come after tht. You said u don't knw wht time proj will end and i told u you'll have to make it after tht. At least attend this one and only meeting left since you've alrdy missed the others. But you end up giving me "why? you alrdy said most things completed?" Hello?? when did i say tht sia. you asked me if we strted on the vid, i just said yes. Thts ALL. fyi you didn't tell us you did the vid.

Wa aiseh you think I USING SENIORS TO THREATEN U?? wow c'mon. why would i? Am not a pri school kid. this is not the first time we end up in this situation. After u sent the last msg, i didn't want to reply, u'knw why? Like i said @ my last, I don't want to quarrel with u, or affect our friendship. But just look at your blog, what you wrote. oh and speaking of commitment. Not gna say anything, just look at your attendance.. I was not even judging lor mind you -.- just telling u nicely but you took tht as judging? suits u. cause no matter how much effort i and val and the rest put in to persuade you, you'll just turn a ear deaf. WHATS THE POINT.

PS: (in case like the last time u think i think ACL very big) I NEVER SAY THT. if u want me to step down, no prob. its tiring enough.