Insecure

Life has been going all the way down recently. Didn't know when, but I started to feel insecure. Be it in studies or friendships. The adults expect me to score for eoy, talking is easy. its really a big burden on my back. I wish I could be able to talk to mom like before :(

I don't want tears to drop down, again, when i'm lying on my bed. I feel so weak and I could hardly tell anyone. We just appear like we were, but we wasn't. I hate to face reality... but so what? Humans are just meant to suffer.

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