Everything is worth it!

So i see that hols have arrived & that's what I and probably all of you have been waiting for! ^^ It used to be 'self declare holiday' for me in the past few yrs but this year, I could still feel the heavy burden on my back even when exams are over.

In these 3 years, ystd was the first time I felt so nervous taking back my report book. I lost half of my hope when I thought of how well others have done while I was preparing for school. Even when we were watching Tooth Fairy in class, my mind was still all about class positions.

Finally she walked in with a stack of report books and I swear I could feel my heart pumping OUT. I don't know why, but I kept singing SuJu's song. & Nora was like "you'll get more nervous if you keep singing their songs!!" but apparently after saying that, she sang Sorry Sorry beside me and Shahrul was behind me singing No Other.

I felt like my whole life was taken away when the teacher announced the rankings. B'cos i knw tht the first 2 positions would never belong to me, top 3 was damn crucial!! (my moms' goal 4 me) My reg no. was 4 so when her fingers slide down the paper, I freaking lose all hope. At that moment when I thought I could never go for SS3, she called out my name. Upon hearing, Nora, Jas and I jump and scream at the same time! Hahaha we were like complete idiots but I was really so happy that tears rolled down my cheeks xD It's like you know all the hard work and efforts you've put in didn't go to waste. Really satisfied! ^^

Jas was like "take that book, show your mom and shut her mouth!" Ha ha ha but ystd she was out in the sea & the signal was bad, so the duration of the call didn't really last.. but after I came back from art class this evening, she was already at home! dad asked for the book, looked through and like usual, never say a thing. My mom, surprisingly, didn't look and asked me for SS3's ticket price! HAHAHA~ the feeling rlly.... VERY GOOD! ^-^

Apart from getting the ticket from mom, i'm gonna enjoy this 2 mths to the fullest as now is the only time left to play all i want.. Next year's gna be tougher and no more fooling around in class. Aish... speaking of next year, I'm still trying to get use to it.... to the fact that I'm gna be sec4 but admitting tht i'm the oldest (exclude sec5) in school rlly upsets me :(

Congrats to DUCKY AND LILY to get 1 & 2 in lvl ^^

PS: people who is in the same shoe as me, really must enjoy yourself to the fullest and to people that didn't do as well as others, don't worry! you still have plenty of time this hols. Work a bit harder and you'll definitely achieve your goals!