Hi my lovely readers...... thought today was gna be as lovely as you guys. but sadly..... no ☹ Seems like today's the official day to let go and just break down. Idk how to put this in words but i just feel so fucking upset right now. I hate this feeling of not being able to do anything but just stand there watching it happen. Thought like telling myself 'Its Alright', 'things will turn fine' and stuffs i will actually feel better. but thing is, I AM JUST FUCKING TELLING MYSELF ANOTHER LIE. all i get at the end of the day was just another heartbreak. Why do i want to possess something that shldn't belong to me? feels like i'm digging my own grave only.... If only i have the courage....... but I DON'T. and I SUCK.
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