March and all the other months passed kinda smooth. Sometimes, its scary with the silence in my life. And just 5 mins ago when i was blowing dry my hair, i thought why not do something shocking. I kept thinking what should i do and my mommie, came to my mind. I've always wanted to shock her with something she definitely won't allow me to do - dye my hair blackie.
Not that i mind how people look at me but many have misunderstand me of my hair. (i wanted to be black ever since.) They think i dyed my hair but truth is, i didn't. However my mom will go like 'you try it, you get it from me' PFFFFT. she just don't get the balls.... not like i'm going blonde or red right... She's so weird i don't understand what's in her mind. Tsk. Maybe, just maybe 1 day, i'll go home with black shiny hair :D Hehehehe.
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Caelan's 1st birthday celebration at PeekABoo. Apparently i thought it would be so boring, i'll stone at a corner giving kids my 'go away' look. But things turn out the other way, a good way. My cousins which i was used to be awkward with, is now so close to me. And after a term finished, i then know she's in soccer team for girls. WOAH.
Standing under the can-kill-ppl sun zzzz dk why the bus shoooo long
Otw back, my sis and i was talking about school stuffs and how stupid we're to study like nerds yet never come in 1st and -> friends. then she strted saying i'm not sociable. And that if i don't know this particular person, i won't smile, won't try to approach him/her and just give one fucking sian face. HAHA!! I couldn't stop laughing okkkk. i mean like, yea its a fact that i'm not sociable. Other then my clique and classmates, i hardly smile to anyone unless i know them. I'M NOT BEING A BITCH OR WHAT K. its just that i tend to go to people i'm more familiar with and don't take initiative to know people. That's a very bad thing horrrrr :( Ok just say that i'm a freak that keeps to myself. That should be enuf for my explanation. Hahaha.
*Just so if i gave you my cock up face in school/anywhere, i didn't mean it k. HAHAHA.
Have a good rest and happy holiday! Xx
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